At 22 i wanted to be the stereotypical successful male. i lifted, wanted a gf...

at 22 i wanted to be the stereotypical successful male. i lifted, wanted a gf, and exclusively only thought about sex with women
at 23 i wanted to look like a twink and bottom for men
at 24 i wanted to be an hrt femboy that looked like a twinkhon
at 25 i wanted to be an hrt femboy that passed for a woman
at 26 i sometimes want to be an hrt femboy other times i just flat out want to be a woman

there's no way that this is actually what i want. i still have my masculine side and i still think about sex like a man. i feel like i could easily unforget all of this, get a gf, and just undo years of my life because my underlying masculine nature will overpower my superficial desires

i wish that my desire to be feminine was innate or deeply ingrained in me, i wish that i developed AGP earlier in life when i was going through puberty so that way i could say that who i want to be now is definitely the one true thing i want. but that's not what happened.

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Listen user, I didn't read because it's too late for you anyway

it might be too late now but i never had a chance anyways

idk people like me should just kill themselves but we never do

Start hrt anyway.

me, except subtract 5 from all the years

i'm very close to it

>except subtract 5 from all the years
changes everything desu

Just get yourself a bi bf and occasionally tag team women together.

i don't know if i want to have sex with women anymore my sex drive also went down over the past year or so

so many of you transbian rapehons are literal vain porn-addicted degenerate retards

it blows my mind tbhon

That's fine too. Just be yourself around someone who understands you.

i'm not even transbian tho?
nope on the porn addiction as well

but wtf am i supposed to do? i don't want to get a gf and be a man anymore

i don't think anyone that understands me would want to be around me

o ok just stop thinking about it and take hrt then fuck it

one less man in the world and one less child isnt gonna change shit

I'm turning 26 soon and sometimes want to be an hrt femboy
but I'm too tall and my shoulders are too broad, it would look weird. I'll stick with being a tall twink

>i don't think anyone that understands me would want to be around me
The typical deflection done by people who want to think their circumstances are unique because of how special they are. Lol

idk what youre saying user

iktf

ok that sounded really cringe of me but i mean i just think i'm not mature enough to put my part in a relationship

>26
Your 10 years to late champ

that's literally my point?

Quit wishing and adjust to reality

Specifically start adjusting your body with hrt.

you are way too old for this shit. just start hrt or kill yourself.

also you clearly aren't gonna get a gf and forget this considering you've been fretting about it for like 5 years.

LMAO FUCKING OLDDDDDDDDDDDDD

likely trans. not nessessarly binary trans but most likely trans.
once you figure it out act fast. 26 is late but not too late i suppose.
good luck.

seriously considering it and making plans to
might back out last minute tho

>you are way too old for this shit.
yeah i wasted my entire life what's your point?

>just start hrt or kill yourself.
what's the best suicide method?

yeah i have to live with it. don't waste your youth or you'll end up like me