How do I tell if my sexuality is authentic or merely meta-attraction?

How do I tell if my sexuality is authentic or merely meta-attraction?
>primarily sexually attracted to men because of "what they can do to me"
>have no visual attraction to men (excepting big dicks and big bellies because of utility)
>when fapping can't get off without context
>like boysmell erotically (like a gay male)
>experience romantic attraction based on how we vibe
>enjoy reading BL/yaoi
I've heard this described as both HSTS and (meta-attracted AGP). What is it and why? I jut want closure so I can move on.

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Meta attraction is a retarded cope transbians made up to explain why cute tranners don’t wanna be around hideous troll-hons. You need to take a break from this hellsite and deal with your brain worms.

But I'm a troll trans too. I should kill myself.

This means you have autogynephilic pseudobisexuality i.e. you are AGP

doesn't matter. just go suck some dick (or whatever else you want) and don't think too much about it.

Gonna nip this in the bud and say men don't want me.
But more importantly, I'd like to know about myself so I can accept it. If I'm left forever not knowing, how can I be okay with myself?

that does sound like metaattraction, but sexualising men like a gay man would isn't much better anyway.

Even that would be better, more valid than being someone whose whole sexuality is a fetish.

not really. i just feel like a fucked up gay man, rather than a real woman.

>when fapping can’t get off without context
fembrained
>like boysmell erotically (like a gay male)
Cis women like boysmell, it’s definitely a thing. They always talk about stealing their boyfriends hoodie so they can smell him.
>enjoy reading BL/yaoi
based. being a fujoshi is one of the most fembrained traits ever. bonus points if shotacon

>Cis women like boysmell, it’s definitely a thing. They always talk about stealing their boyfriends hoodie so they can smell him.
Yes, I said *erotically*, which cis women don't. Cis women like their bfs' hoodies because it reminds them of him and makes them feel safe. It's not a carnal thing. That's quite different from say, being unable to orgasm unless you're smelling a guy's apocrine sweat, like me.

because maybe not everything can be categorised into a neat little box with a pre-determined name for it. The human mind is incredibly complex and not everyone has the same experience of these things nor an understanding of it.
you like big dicks and yaoi, what difference does it make the specific causal mechanism that brought that into place?
It seems you have a pretty good grasp of your sexuality, just accept that understanding of it and experiment with different things if you're unsure.

>a transbian gives his insight on how fembrained someone is
literally like a non native speaker critiquing someone's english

>because maybe not everything can be categorised into a neat little box with a pre-determined name for it.
But in this case meta-attraction perfectly describes my sexuality, so...it can?

meta-attraction is just an unverified term for a specific group of behaviours, with the classification varying significantly depending on who you ask. But sure if it helps you accept yourself or your sexuality, go for it.

i’m cis female lel

sorry i forgot to put this in one reply because i am retarded. but that is more normal than you would think for women. I’m not exeggerating when I say tons of women get turned on by their boyfriends smell. getting brainworms about something as innocuous as this is dumb

>I’m not exeggerating when I say tons of women get turned on by their boyfriends smell.
I've yet to see empirical proof that cis women like it like gay men do (because they don't)
Cis women wouldn't huff their bf's used underwear where the anus is and would be revolted at the notion
It's not normal

>How do I tell if my sexuality is authentic
everyone in our society is supposed to get MKULTRAed into marry and reproduce and it took differently in your brain because you're an autistic tranny. no sexuality is authentic. hope this helps

Have you seen most men? It's hard to be attracted to them visually. Cis women probably think the same.

The definition of irony is that sitting around contemplating your feelings and nitpicking your boners like it's a hobby will guarantee that nobody will ever want to fuck you. Get a grip.