How can I stop myself from looking like this?

kek

Ghoul you pass, stfu and go live your life

The fact that you’re retarded

>Ghoul you pass, stfu and go live your life
Im a living corpse what life is there lleft to live? im too old.

My mommy says I'm smart :C

>takes hot pic
>knows she looks hot
>posts some fake crying shit to get compliments
Just be horny, the attention you get will be even better

Ghoulchan would you like to come with me? I can take you to the vet to have you put down

kys kiiiiiilllllll yooooouuuurrrrsssseeeeelllffff

why : ~ ;

You should stop eating haggis and realize you look the way you look. Not good, or bad, just like any other human entity plus its own unique qualities. Don't fall for the subjectivity of subhuman cumfleids, instead make you own value system where you are the hot bitch when you want to be. Suck nigger cocks, play dice with hobos, or do a prostration at an Orthodox church, I don't care it's your life pal gal lmao.

i dont eat haggis?

Post another suicide thread but do it this time

thats so mean. why cant you be nice ; ~ ;

Actually, implied-tripfag attention whoring works both ways in that it opens the door for us to be annoying to you as well, so:

Do you intend on trying to gain more weight? I notice you've dodged this topic in the past.

Do you think you should or that it would be beneficial? Do you want to? Can you? Are you anorexic? If you're anorexic, why are you anorexic?

I can be, I just choose not to be

Annoying doesnt mean be mean. ; ~ ;

I do not intend on gaining weight. Im 136 as of today and thats usually the weight I stay around and have for the past 4 years.

Gaining weight gives me anxiety. Im not underweight technically so aside from maybe a few minor nutrient deficiencies I dont see the need. I possibly have atypical anorexia do to the fact I restrict and starve myself a lot. (today I've had 985 cals) I also obsessively count cals. But I would also purge a lot so I dunno what specific ED I have.

I guess I have an ED because I gained a bunch of weight between 8th grade and sophomore year and it made me feel disgusting and more masculine on top of being bullied for it by my one grandfather and other kids at school I started to starve and purge and lost maybe 130 lbs in 8 months heading into my junior year.

that is not a good way to live and you will never find peace

you’re cute and im a cisbian

>Annoying doesnt mean be mean. ; ~ ;
I wasn't trying to be mean. Just direct. I know weight and eating disorders are sensitive issues, especially for girls, but there's nothing inherently bad about talking or asking about them on an imageboard given I don't have any ill or judgmental intent. Also I'm a guy and don't really have any emotional sensitivity.

Your weight actually sounds like it's probably pretty healthy, but that's just my opinion regarding aesthetics. You're still attractive either way, though, and maybe it's possible the quote-unquote "ghoulishness" works in its favor and would indeed be hampered by additional fat. But it might be worth considering, even if it gives you anxiety.

I can't relate to eating disorders, but I would naively think that the condition and fear would primarily regard self-perceived attractiveness and others' ideas of one's attractiveness, and while there is likely a body dysmorphia aspect in many or most cases, I would also speculate that perhaps many girls with EDs would agree to try to gain weight if they thought it could make them look more attractive (though wouldn't be motivated to do it for health reasons, etc.). The flaw in my reasoning is probably that they think they look most attractive when very thin (even if the majority of the population might think their ideal weight looks less attractive due to being too thin) and there may be no way of ever altering their perception around this.

>I wasnt trying to be mean.
I mean this >Actually, implied-tripfag attention whoring works both ways in that it opens the door for us to be annoying to you as well, so:

not about the ED stuff

>how can i stop myself from looking so fuckable
>wahhh

please dont fuck me... actually stay 10 states away from me.

How old are you? You honestly look somewhere between 22 and 27.

Detransition
You will never ever pass

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22

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kys.

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Ya know, for all ghouls flaws she's actually really pretty. I'm not sure what she's like to be around but if she was nice I'd date her.

You will never pass and this unhealthy lifestyle will end you. Do you see yourself turning 30?
It wouldnt be too late to stop taking hormones, hit the gym, and get your T back up. You can put this sad state of your life behind you and move on, I did it.

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Yikes..

im pretty shy in person and socially anxious. Despite that I have friends in public and do socialize. I reserve the deepest parts of my despair for the internet and aside from quirky edgy jokes about hitting children with my car or cynical dry humour im fairly bearable to be around imo and the people who don't like me don't really bother me.

god you're pathetic

Neat, we'd probably either get along or annoy each other relentlessly.

your face is hitting The Wall, at least in this pic. the whole ghoul thing was a funny meme but with the sunken in, drooping face it's starting to get too real

half of these stats are amazingly pulled out of someones ass. even with these sources.

and the ones that arent just straight up lies are massively conflated with false equivalencies.

Also why would I take what you say seriously I can tell where your allegiance lies. You're either a repper, a schizo who obsesses over trans people with some weird hate fetish, or a Any Forums tourist.

Also >T back up
Dude my T was never high to begin with and won't get to cis male levels unless I took T which spoiler alert would still be hrt so where does that fit into your narrative? I mean hell my voice never even dropped by the time I was 19 lmao.

>move on.
Lmao, I was right you are a repper. See you either when you're 50 atoning for the sins you commit now or the obituaries you sad pathetic brainwormed little fuck.

>How can I stop myself from looking like this?

Unironically just by detransing
You ahould accept that its futile for 99% of peoole and move on with your life.
If you keep forcing yourself to live as a non-passing tranny, you will 41%

Im smirking and I had just woken up in the picture. Skin deforms and wrinkles when people smirk lol >hitting the wall.

is that what you did?

Im 24, when i was 22 like you i was the same as you, we even look similar. I was trooning for 3 years, from 2019 to 2021. I had all the copes in the book that somehow I would eventually pass and that everything would work out, well it doesnt. I had convinced myself that transitioning was the right path, and now its my biggest regret in life, it feels like wasted years.

Pic rel is me

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your life is sadder than mine could ever be. Sorry that you fucked up your transition cause you let your dysphoria get in the way. I started socially transitioning in 2017 at 17 and started hrt in 2019 too when I was 19 the only dif is aside from my long face (which is 7.25 inches from hairline to chin btw) and lanky limbs my voice never dropped and was male failing before hrt anyway. Because im a genetic freak (low Hormone levels and deformed joint/ bones)

In every case of repression like yours you usually end up transitioning or offing yourself so I hope its first. But remember that if you do retransition we'll always remember what you did now and we won't forgive you and we will never accept you for becoming the vitriolic piece of shit you've become now. :)

to answer some of what you said, I was on mobile so didn't feel like typing much

>T back up
yes, it's actually something you can do yourself without HRT, you are a male and there are simple lifestyle changes you can make to recover your T, and even get it higher than pre transition if you were indeed a low T male. Working out and eating more meat is the easiest way to do this.

>Move on
Yeah, I really did. It's as simple as it sounds. You said you were 22, and I don't know how long you've been doing this whole thing, but for me the 3rd year was when the daily mental anguish, the daily looking at my face in the mirror, the daily taking side profile selfies and then deleting them, it was enough for me. Accepting that I would detransition, well I just consider it stop attempting to transition, It felt like freedom, I could stop worrying. And the fact that my wholehearted attempt at transition failed was enough to kill the brainworms I had, and my one consolation prize is that the failed effort is convincing enough to me that I'll never try again... and well that was it. i havent thought about it much actually since then. I'm revisiting this board for the first time in a while, just checking out how it's going these days. I hope I can atleast help a few people out, you are my peers after all, very similar boats

Aw, why the long face?

ok grandma

good luck dude.

i need to kill myself. i will never be a woman and i will never be beautiful
why are genetics so cruel

I was socially out at my work for 2 of the years, you can see me in the picture I posted I was presenting female at work, well trying to. It was overnight shifts and my 3 other coworkers were cool with it, they ended up being good friends to me, and it was the first time I really came out of my social shell.
I had long face too, that was one of my main obsessions... I remember screenshotting people like contra or shoe many times when I watched their videos, and paste it into paint to measure their midface ratios... they have longfaces too so it was a cope for me

I'm truly not repressing, I'm over it. My attraction to males has even dissipated.
It's not normal to be a tranny... if you were born in other time period basically, you would have lived your life happily as a Man.

man you guys have fucking brainworms
they look fine

bagel is a woman

you don't just pass but you're hot as well, conventionally attractive as a female. you're having a bad day, feel better soon

kill yourself

Bagel you are literally so pretty. Like really really pretty. You are already a woman. I know genetics suck. Im literally in constant physical pain from my genetic hiccups but it'll be ok.

I actually dont think 7.25 inches is that long when you think about it. I mean how long even is the average human face. How long is your face.

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nah, I've seen people like this IRL, usually working a service job
i do a double take and then think "oh, thats a tranny"
and then I loudly get their attention and say "SIR, SIR? can you help me look for ..." and keep calling them sir

You really have repressed so fucking hard lmao. Im genuinely sad for you.

that's a horse ratio right there
total length doesn't matter, some people just have big heads...
you measure pupil to pupil, and then divide it by pupil to upper lip.... and yup yours is fuicked

nice power fantasy lol. do you look at yourself when you jerk off?

Paper bag now

And here the upset troon lashes out at a successful detransitioner, as is the tradition

>How can I stop myself from looking like this?
FFS

Make up. You already pass better than every cis woman in my local area.

I don't jerk off
and hey, I'll record it next time, there's one at my target I can do it to again, it just looks down sheepishly in defeat, that it's been found out. Hell maybe it will literally be you, I'm sure your a wagie somewhere doing the same thing as the other pathetic ones

>more face to kiss

???
I dunno this just seems like new age phrenology or astrology for schizos.

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it's odd because i think that 7 inches is actually normal male face length, but your face just looks really fucking long. could be lens maybe? or maybe someone with more face measurement brainworms will come in and explain why

average is 1.0, btw.
0.9 is a significant and noticeable deviation

i will never be a woman except in the lies of my hugboxing friends and the incredibly-low-standards chasers who i deceive using anglefrauding and lighting. i have a visible browbone that i always conceal in photos because i don't want people to see my 'true form'
i'm hideous. nobody irl would touch me with a 10ft pole. people stare and sneer as i walk past in the street
hugboxing bullshit or i'm better at tricking people than i thought. one look at me in person and you can tell i'm a man in makeup
also my head is 8 inches hairline to chin

captcha: MYSAX

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?
I dunno still just seems like schizo shit

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I really doubt its 8 inches. Youre not molding the the tape measurer to the contours of your face are you?

it's so fucking over holy shit

Sounds like a lot of cope to me

yes, it is. i've always had a fucking huge head, ever since i was a kid. i'm a freak of nature, and not just because i'm a tranny

i don't care if this is going off topic my bdds taking over, mine is 1.2 am i fucked (i know nothing abt the face brainworms shit)

that doesn't sound right, you probably measured wrong.
ill upload an example picture of how you measure

ok you're actually making me doubt my memory here, aren't you the one who regularly posts with a black and white pic of two older guys?

Damn is the top lip clown mustache makeup thing an actual zoomer trend? I thought it was just cara being autistic

You are in dire need of boyremoval with an extra strength brain dewormer, holy shit

no, it isn't. exclusively autistic trannies and clown mode "alt" girls with neopronouns on tiktok do it

I do it sometimes. I think it looks cool. Not everyone likes to be a normie grandpa.

here is a photo of amber heard
most normal women have a ratio of 1.0 if you measure the way I did
this ratio of 1.0 is considered beautiful
deviations tend to range from 1.1 to 0.9, at those extremes a face is noticeably wide or long
for example do the measurement of sarah jessica parker, its 0.89, and she is famously a horseface
women with ratios above 1.0 tend to look "infantile", with their wider faces, some of them can make it work.

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yes
shut the fuck up. get that agp shit out of here

1 addendum:
due to skull differences, men tend to have longer faces than women, a ratio of 0.9 is common for a man

still just seems schizo.

Bagel youre gorgeous.

amber heard is the hottest person i've ever seen unironically, she is perfect, i can't stand her beauty, it disturbs me

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ok so I'm still sane, I remember a train pic of you in particular, you look great

Ignore this person, you are not ugly or masculine looking. I’ve literally met so many women with this bone structure. It’s usually associated with being underweight but good god Ghoul, please take it easy on yourself and believe in your heart that you are worthy of love and affection.

You sound like you have body and face dysmorphia, possibly because you’ve been berated by a bunch of chuds on this board to whom 90% of women are completely invisible to them because they’ve had their brain melted by porn and don’t know what real women look like anymore. You’re not homely, you just look like a human. I can’t tell you how many cis friends I have who look similar and lead happy lives with great lovers. If anything, it sounds like your social anxiety and awkwardness might be the thing turning people away.

well it's not schizo, everyone subconsciously processes stuff like this when they see a face

for example, if someone sees a face with a long midface, a protruding brow, and a raised hairline, they will instantly process the face as belonging to a man(male), and once the brain has made that connection it's very difficult to change course, no matter how many other signs are saying female. the person they saw is noticeably male, and all it takes is the face

thanks but my brainworms stem from parental stuff to be completely honest. They def arent helped by this board but still

yeah that's how i measured it... am i just straight up deformed or something? i even remeasured and still got 1.2 :(

I dunno. I havent been gendered male in public in 3 years and even before that Id still male fail a lot.

did you grow up wearing a helmet or something wtf

uh huh sure sweaty

Cut or uncut tho, asking for a friend

>cara
>zoomer
that hon is like 35

I think you're cute as fuck :v I once dated a cis girl with a super long face (she got why the long face jokes too) so maybe I'm biased but it's a unique and pretty look

nevermind i'm a fucking retard and was measuring wrong, i pressed the tape against my face. mine's just 1 (or close enough to it that i can't measure properly with tape) thankfully i'm not deformed

well to quote my doctor after they saw my forearms...

I cant really prove or disprove so the fact that you don't believe means nothing to me. it might have something to do with the fact my voice didnt drop but who's to say. Im not a mind reader.

horsehead
neanderthal brow
eternal midfacehon
massive philtrum
fishface
manjaw
recessed wide chin
flatearther chest
tummy looks like an alien just burst out of it
slenderman arms
shovel hands
creepy long fingers
hips almost non existent
asslet
hulkish thighs
voice of a ten year old boy
gym shorts of a ten year old boy
hairstyle consists of long hair - nothing follows

>Hips non existent

I'm lanky cause I have abnormal joints and bones :[

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would you rape ghouls face? i would

I did say almost. I'll add abnormal joints and bones next time

Yeah definitely
Hopefully she tries to make those snarky quips between gags too, love a bottom with attitude

i wish ghoul would post her feet

carry her around like when her dad carried her over that mud

How do you people remember any of this???

you told me directly why should I forget?

I forget that most of the people are well... actually people sometimes and not just computer programs.

carry you around then strip you and fuck you ghoul

please don't

you always say that but you get no choice

my penis is the same size as ghouls face perfect for slapping

ms ghoul don't you have a boyfriend? how do you find so much time to post

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we're both busy with stuff most of the time but we're seeing eachother in like 11 hours.

was your dead name Adrian?

ghouls tight fertile bussy

does he know you bddpoast every other day?

No, my parents named me directly after an anime character though.

I am bussyless

sorta

>no bussy
we both know that's untrue

i've never posted hole so do you know?

all humans require a poop hole aka a cock sleeve so you have one dont play shy you want it filled

who said I was human?

who said that matters? the cock in going in your hole either way

oh shit your dead name was Naruto??

What do you even want out of these threads, don't you know it's abusive to threaten suicide all the time? I can't do anything to help you anyway so what's the point

I didnt threaten suicide in this thread at all...?

You're wallowing in self loathing and making your situation sound so hopeless the only option left for you is death. It's implied. I'm sick of worrying about you when I see your threads

have you read any of my replies in this thread? Im really not wallowing

Fuck you

idk, you're much prettier than me.

I'd wear your skin/10

>named after anime character
no way. ok now I'm curious. 22 years old, born in 2000. western parents who probably only watched the big animes. big animes before 2000 were DBZ, Cowboy Bebop, Pokemon, Neon Genesis... they would choose a western name tho, nobody's gonna name their kid trunks or shinji. Ash, Spike, Edward, James... I'd say Ash from Pokemon and Evil Dead

ok
silence of the lambsmoder
you are like surprisingly close, kudos. But no, also as close as you are please stop trying to guess my deadname.

who else faps to ghoul

saying that I'm close is enough for me, was a fun exercise.