>find this board randomly 7 months ago >get drawn in for some reason, find myself lurking or posting for hours every day >am not trans but feel growing compulsion to order HRT >finally crack and order it after 7 months here
Just took my first dose. What the fuck am I doing. I'm in my 30s and am not even trans. As in, I literally don't want to be a woman, I don't want to be addressed or seen as a woman, I've never once thought about becoming a woman, I don't have dysphoria, I don't have autogynephilia, I've never had any signs of being trans (besides some of the very indirect stuff people correlate with it). And yet I'm taking HRT.
If I don't experience "reverse dysphoria" or any other issues, I guess I'll keep taking it.
If you cant think of a single upside to taking hrt just quit
Nicholas Bell
>Why am I like this?
FEMALE
BRAINED
BOTTOMS
Evan Kelly
you're larping obviously, it's okay we all do it
Charles Collins
>If you cant think of a single upside to taking hrt just quit I want to look more feminine and attractive. That's the only reason I'm taking it.
Nathan Ramirez
>you're larping obviously, it's okay we all do it I'm not lol. I could take a photo of the estrogen if you really want. Unless you think I'm larping as a cissie when I'm really a tranny, or something.
Henry Davis
wait you posted this yesterday
Jace Wright
Are you androphilic?
Juan Evans
>wait you posted this yesterday Yeah but the thread died and I wanted to continue it
I still haven't taken a second dose yet
Nathaniel Gomez
post it user, i don't believe you
Levi Jenkins
>Are you androphilic? Gynephilic. And I guess attracted to HRT femboys and some traps. Not androphilic at all.
I'm aware that making myself look more feminine will make me less attractive to most of the kinds of people I'm attracted to, but I'm already unattractive to them, anyway. I feel like I'll be more attractive to at least someone, this way, than I otherwise would be.
Joshua Gonzalez
do it i took it today
Gabriel Williams
>not even trans if you take estrogen as a man you're trans
Wyatt Murphy
What if I stop? Am I a man again?
Cooper Sullivan
>if you take estrogen as a man you're trans Guess I'm a trans guy, then
Brandon Flores
Yes.
Matthew Jenkins
>im taking cross sex hormones because i want a body more similar to a female >but i dont have dysphoria and i dont want to be a girl and im not trans Look, you dont have to change your name or wardrobe or pronouns or what you identify as or whatever But you have to admit that taking cross sex hormones so youll resemble the opposite sex is by nature at least trans adjacent
Owen Hughes
The ultra-based cisgender transexual.
Andrew Barnes
>post it user, i don't believe you Do I have to
Asher Long
I think i know who this is lol and i told you so also its an early midlife crisis
Parker Lee
you'll get more replies to this post if you do
Jordan Price
>But you have to admit that taking cross sex hormones so youll resemble the opposite sex is by nature at least trans adjacent It is trans adjacent, but lots of HRT femboys look neither like women or men. They look like HRT femboys. That's how I want to look.
>you'll get more replies to this post if you do I'm not that eager for replies. I just don't like sharing things on Any Forums. I would only want to post it if someone really didn't believe me.
Gabriel Butler
>You will grow a pair of tiddies. >Your dick won't work. Are you sure about hrt?
the way you're skirting around this makes me think you are larping
Angel Davis
>>Your dick won't work. I have T gel on the way. From what I understand, if I apply T gel regularly and masturbate regularly, it still might work. If it really stops working then I'll stop the estrogen.
I might wait until it arrives before taking more estrogen.
>>You will grow a pair of tiddies. I've come to accept this. I'll just hide them and possibly get them lopped off. I considered taking Raloxifene but I've seen a lot of mixed reviews and figured it's not worth bothering.
>the way you're skirting around this makes me think you are larping Fine I'll take a picture
Owen Gutierrez
I dont really understand whats confusing you You say "im a grown man who isnt trans and doesnt want to be a woman. Why am i taking hrt?" And then follow up with "I want to look like an hrt femboy" You amswered your own question
Nicholas Phillips
I guess I don't know why I want to look like an HRT femboy and why it seems like this board incepted the idea into my mind.
