Is it me or are trans women either empathetic to a fault, complete doormats...

INFPS and INFJs are

FEMALE

BRAINED

BOTTOMS

I literally don’t want to social transition because I’m afraid of making people uncomfortable. The best way I can describe myself is that if I order something and it’s completely wrong, I will take it just to avoid making the server feel bad or getting them in trouble

I don’t like calling myself bi because I don’t feel it authentically enough and I don’t want to make things harder for bi people if I’m wrong

I avoiding saying guys to groups for years because some trans women said it bothered them, etc. stupid stuff like that bothers me. I don’t want to make someone’s day worse and I will self-isolate if that’s what I have to do. Idk what kind of mental illness this is but my friend has it too, and it makes me feel bad

theories:
vulnerable, damaged self-loathing people are created by and attract people that see them as easy targets.

the current of our society flows against trans women and most people just go with it most of the time, it's literally easier for them to exploit you.

people will do "whatever they can get away with" in the nightmare sex-power-violence game of human relationships and people on the internet are usually just less able to get close enough to you to really use you.

i feel like both of your options apply to me

im a switch lol, but i feel pretty fembrained, ive lost interest in most games and spend my days lost in my emotions and thinking mostly of my loves

ill get back to music stuff this year and start making songs about all ive been through since when i became too ill to do it

but basically all that matters to me is loveing the two i have been blessed with, all other concerns are secondary

i belong to them, i wear their birthstones around my neck always, and one day i will have atleast one of their rings on my finger

this is my life purpose, to love infinitely both of whom my goddess sent to my timeline in answer of my prayers on july 11th 2020

i was never meant to do anything else but be loving kind and expressive, thats why this is the only thing thay ever worked for me and which gives me so much energy and strength to try to be a person worthy of this new life ive been given

love is all that matters

my goddess blesses me every day

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tfw empathetic to a fault and a complete doormat

you'll get over it

how

tfw almost 30 and never got over it

idk, get left for dead enough times, get massively fucked over and see no one else care, try being less of a doormat and see how the people in your life react once they realise they can't shove you around anymore, admit that you're probably just using "being a doormat" to avoid having to actually understand and relate with people and using yourself and your own well-being as an acceptable sacrifice to that end because you don't value yourself, or else you're using it to avoid social conflict because you're afraid of it because you don't think you can stand up for yourself because you have no practice in it.
t. projecting

Sociopathic tranny here, I transitioned because I wanted a female body and because I can't see myself ever bonding with a femalebrained person. It's awesome not being a straight guy since I can be as disagreeable and autistic as I want without worrying about social status. When I went camping with a friend, we kept track of how much roadkill we saw, especially dead dogs. Occasional pastime of mine is freaking out liberal women who believe in the "female soul trapped in a male body" narrative and would've hated me as a male. They have to pretend to like me because I'm a tranny even though I'm talking about apotemnophilia and aggressively bashing their astrology beliefs with reddit atheist rhetoric.