Please keep this alive for once edition
last: All gender non-conforming people welcome
additional points for
>AGP
>ADHD
>programming
>furry
>looking uncanny
>asexuality
QOTT: Have you tried not masking?
Please keep this alive for once edition
last: All gender non-conforming people welcome
additional points for
>AGP
>ADHD
>programming
>furry
>looking uncanny
>asexuality
QOTT: Have you tried not masking?
tell me to kill myself please
>qott
i don't even feel like a real person anymore so iwouldn't know how
>qott
yes it's the only way i could function in hs is to do it minimally. everyone noticed but was fine with it
no, what's wrong?
>qott
Yes and my s/o left me. Now i am just so incredibly self conscious about every little thing i do. TT_TT
>QOTT: Have you tried not masking?
I feel like I’m always masking to some degree, these days, except when I’m alone. I do stim freely pretty much wherever I am, but usually that just means twisting my spinner ring, which isn’t especially noticeable. And I will wear headphones when I feel like it, but again, not a super visibly autistic thing to do.
But when I am alone, I don’t resist talking to myself or making sounds with my mouth, which is nice.
>qott
masking was easier at one point but since my mental state has been deteriorating for other reasons its become extremely difficult. now everyone in my classes knows im a retard autist in addition to being a tranny
>have you tried not masking?
whats the alternative? i think ive masked for so long its all i know how to do :((
>qott
i haven't been able to mask for my entire life lol feels good being my authentic cringy self
gonna hear back from my autism test tomorrow
wish me luck tranny bros
>QOTT: Have you tried not masking?
I've been doing it for so many years, I have no idea how to not mask
Hello again /atg/, I’ve been watching pic related
comfy
>no, what's wrong?
I am alive
the donna sneed show
whenever i try being myself around others i end up saying too much and it makes me really upset. also, how hard is it to actually get a programming job? i’m good at coding but have really bad social anxiety and have been out of work for a while now. i think i’ve just played it up in my mind so much that i have a huge mental barrier.
It is pretty comfy at that, yeah! It’s making me want to bake, too.
Based sneedposter
what's wrong with that? feeling depressed?
Sorry but what do you mean by masking? Masking what?
masking is a term used by the neurodiverse and mentally ill to mean hiding the symptoms of their condition (since it's usually physically invisible this usually means altering your behavior to fit in)
Masking autism. Suppressing autistic traits to appear not to be autistic.
Like, “Gee, it would feel nice to flap my hand right now, but I’d better not because people might see.” That kind of thing.