Good morning repbros

how are you doing today
i'm doing okay...i guess. gotta let my hair dry since i just took a shower.

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i kind of feel like killing myself.

I'm doing pretty good. Hrt has help a lot with this tho :D

i feel like that a lot of the time but i play games a lot to cope. helps me forget about things for a few hours.

i'm also kinda porn addicted so probably not even trans, just a retard.

you're not repressing if you're on hrt

Try quitting porn, maybe you'd feel better

Of course you are. That's like saying you haven't quit smoking if you chew nicotine gum
HRT is an aid to repression

What kinda porn?

Life sucks

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nice monkey arms bro

i try to quit porn and masturbation, but it helps me cope every day
it kinda fucks me up though, i guess
idk, fucked up stuff
like sissy, gay guys fucking, femboys getting fucked
i like that and it makes me horny
oh and /hornygen/ here
thanks, i guess.

So being into that made your want to trans? Also don’t quit porn bro lets frot and share a fleshlight

yes
i think porn and masturbation addiction gave me gender dysphoria and i am just pornbrained and should fix myself and find a girlfriend or whatever
i mean, being trans or gay is pretty disgusting whatsoever so i mean idk
i still think i'm straight, i just jerked off too much
i don't think i ever had these thoughts until like...14-15, when i started cooming a lot
i don't even know who i'm attracted to anymore, i should just stick to girls or whatever
never really tried asking girls out or anything idk

I dunno, maybe try weaning yourself off porn

Why not try hrt maybe it'll cure your porn addiction

i should but the porn feels good
yeah, i know, i know, that's how addiction works
it feels good
so you keep doing it
but it's still shit

because i can't
my parents would find out and kill me
it would dishonor my family
and also, it's disgusting, trannies are disgusting or whatever
iwnbaw and ywnbaw and hrt will just make me a disgusting genderfuck hon

also, why even bother
even if i weren't a porn addicted fetishist, you just know that no man will ever consider me a woman or be my partner
i will never be a "wife"
the best i can hope for is to take hrt in private and still act like a man (because i am one)

Dude you should just transition. You obviously want to be some dudes fuck toy/trad wife. You bitch about how your not gonna pass but you don't even know.

i don't even know what i want, truly
maybe i'd be happier being a man with a wife and 3 kids
like idk, i just want to have a partner who is someone i like doing stuff with and who i love i guess and i want to look feminine

Just try something get a bf/gf act fem/hrt in private with them. So you can get an idea of what you want. Don't be some old closet fag wondering what could have been.