I am so alone

I am so alone

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So?

Bro, I know that feel. That pic is literally how my whole house looks, except with a lot more empty bottles everywhere.

late capitalism and social media manipulation are forcing everyone apart and destroying any sense of community all to benefit the rich. you know who to target, user

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embrace it. let the loneliness feed your mental illness. become the alone

same :(

There's this cute fem guy I see at work sometimes, and I really want to get to know him better. Yet every time I try to talk to him, I end up spilling my spaghetti. By now, I'm sure he's getting annoyed by me.

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You get used to it eventually

t. Neet since 14

>So lonely was the ballad
>Harmonica Man Sam was so knackered after jives of love
>He puts on the glove and then puts on his hat
>Then it's home to the missus who sits on his tongue
>Selfish sons with their packs of cigarettes
>Forking out two, take your girl with the ticket
>Sometimes sane, other times not with it
>Standing at the picket, man, your hands, >they're freezing


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It's worse when you actually do something social and you just feel so empty and alone even when others are around and they say that you love you, but what you've been going through for years cannot be expressed.

It's my 29th birthday today. Tomorrow my family and my gf will through me a small party. I'll get food I'll like and probably get the new Mario party game. I know I'm lucky, but at the same time Im just hollow. I cannot express the shit I've been going through, or how I've been feeling. I try to keep a lid on that shit because I just want everyone else to be happy and feel like they successfully made me happy but the truth is I'm not sure I even like being happy anymore because I just feel like shit afterwards. I hate myself for being like this, I wish I didn't have to do anything but I have to basically. Idk, go ahead and call me names because I deserve it.

as someone who has no family, friends, or relationship by choice because i don't feel empathy or connection with others, you are infinitely more of a sad fuck than me. pathetic really

Sounds like severe clinical depression unironically take meds and feel better bro

Oh yeah. Do you think you'd feel the same if we swapped places? I left my birth family many years ago because they were horrible to me (like trying to rip my ear off and making me do slave labour aweful). My girlfriend's family doesn't know much about it, she doesn't even know much about it. But honestly, I don't really feel like I deserve anyone desu. I feel like I should have died along time ago but I'm not dead lol.

Okay my phone keeps inserting desu whever I post on Any Forums, it's like a weird fucking virus or some shit.

desu gets translated into desu, newfag

yeah, i would feel the same way. i would just ghost them instead of going to the party and move on with my life instead of being a pussy in depression mode over people that don't mean anything to me. do drugs, move somewhere interesting, get a new hobby, there's plenty of options

Lol lol lol

Sadly, none of those are things I can actually do. Thus the depression.

the only person I've ever met that I could relate to was a druggie crossdresser who liked anime but I stayed away from him cause he was kind of a delinquent and I wanted to focus on school
he really wanted to get to know me but I pushed him away

bullshit, you just don't want to do anything because it's easier to sit around in a familiar environment. people like you disgust me

Well, Idk what to tell you. Your a little bit right, I do like the safety of what's familiar to me. But I don't think I can write anything that'll help you see things from a different perspective. Because you come off as really jaded.