i hate my fucking life i just want to be happy i just want to go ONE DAY without hating my ugly manly body but everyday i keep coming closer to the realization that my body is permafucked and i will never be happy and i just memed myself into taking hrt thinking i actually had a chance to look even REMOTELY close to a female. why did i even bother? how was i stupid enough to think taking these stupid pills would make my life better after ive repressed for so long and have already allowed myself to get raped by testosterone for years and masculinized this much? why did i sacrifice everything in my life including my relationship with all my friends and family just to be an ugly unpassable hon with no hope of ever being happy? im an idiot for repressing this long and im an even bigger idiot for deciding to transition anyway.
it hurts so much knowing things will never get better for me. it hurts knowing all i did was make everything worse in desperation. it hurts knowing im going to spend the rest of my life looking like a freak and having no friends and family. i cant take this anymore. nothing ever goes my way and i never get what i want. every waking moment i slowly lose every last bit of hope that i didnt even know i still had. all thats left is to finish the job and become part of the statistic all transphobes love to see. i am such a fucking joke
get ffs and your face will pass. remove ribs and get pumped with silicone and work out. to pay for it you might need to escort but how bad do you want to look good? sounds like you’re just whining without trying
Evan Howard
What race is this?
Nolan Howard
imagine trying to transition with hips this small haahahaahhahaha my body is so fucking gross and disgusting why do i even bother
were you okay with your body pre-transition? because I absolutely hated mine I thought I looked like a failure of a man but I've come to terms with it now
Dominic Baker
that is unfortunate
Jeremiah Thomas
most trans look like this. most of the good looking ones in the past got BA and silicone. you can make it but you will need surgery
Jeremiah Stewart
ill never afford ffs or any surgery i live in third world shithole impossible to get work since covid and im too mentally ill and crippled by dysphoria to even function enough to get up from bed to eat breakfast everyday also i flunked out of uni i cant i literally cant my life is over
also noone would fuck someone as ugly as me why would escorting be a good idea
no ive always hated my body every waking moment of my life i hate my body and i will never not hate my body im fucking gross
Ethan Mitchell
How many weeks of hrt? Calm down it takes time
Juan Taylor
>i live in third world shithole Yet you bought the $20 USD shark from ikea.
Levi Hill
You need some love.
>i flunked out of uni Why, thats your one way for social mobility aka $$$. I dont see you as entrepreneur.
Parker Perry
Ive seen hobos with 40" screens, under a bridge. Doesnt mean shit. OP isnt poor though.
Christopher Smith
Bro just kill yourself already. You gave up already. Don’t suffer any more. Jump off a bridge or drown in the ocean.
Charles Watson
yes because hrt changes my irredeemably male skeletal structure
it doesnt matter
huh yeah maybe if i didnt buy this shark i would have money for ffs XDDDDD
yeah ill get to it
Jordan Mitchell
it'll get better friend, weight cycle if it's safe for you to do so, fat distribution can take its time
Liam Johnson
huh yeah maybe if you post your ugly non passing face and body more you’ll have enough money for ffs Doubt. Still OP is pretending to be poor and buts luxury goods. Dropping out of university? That’s for rich people.
Joseph Brown
>luxury goods >20 dollar shark idk why you keep assuming im pretending to be poor i just said i had to drop out of uni bc im too mentally ill i dont have the energy to do anything productive other than cry and cut myself all day how does that suddenly make me a rich person
Brandon Ortiz
Maybe if you stop your self pitty and blaming external factors you would ve making a plan to improve your life. You can either lick your wounds every day or actually take a hold of your own life.
Mason Sanchez
Trooning out is for rich people and first worlders you dumb tranny
You cant import first world practices to your shithole and expect it to work out
