Sissy confusion

Im in a very weird position and stuck

I find women attractive. I crush on them and only them. Yet they dont get me aroused. Males dont get me aroused neither and I dont have any feelings whatsoever for them.

There is only one thing that really arouses me and that's the sissy fetish. Its the only thing that gives me sexual satisfaction . Long time coomer but the idea started at very young age (13 or 14). Its about the humiliation but it has to be a male for some reason femdom doesnt really do it for me at all.

Ive never explored this fetish but I dont enjoy straight sex.

Now whenever I walk on the streets I still see pretty girls and have some desire to be with them but I know it wont work out because I just dont enjoy the sex.

So I have basically three choices

1. Continue to /repgen/ as a single with no gf ever. However I still have the confidence of a regular guy who never had a dick in his ass

2. Have sex as sissy but that permanently removes any chance I may had with girls. Walking the street would be confrontational in the summer. And walk around with the trauma of all the embarrassing memories losing any confidence and self esteem and credibility in my male persona.

3. Just give up and go be a hobo in the forest talking to spirits or something

halp

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If you are over 5'8, commit suicide as you are a retarded man.

If under 5'8, transition and have sex with me.

arent you ftm and too mad with dick envy

left is michael cera-core

Yes, and?

oh yeah good to say I (will namefag for this thread for replies) I have zero desire to be female Im not trans and never had any gender identity issues. Its purely a sexual fetish. AGP but none that overlaps with daily life just sex.

nothing really, i just wondered if you dont wanna be a school shooter without a dick how would you enjoy having sex with a sissy without a dick

Questions to ask yourself
>Do you experience dysphoria?
>What do you specifically not enjoy about heterosexual sex?
>Have you ever pictured yourself as a woman getting fucked (male or female)? Is that arousing to you?
I'm not gonna diagnose you with anything but "only experiences sexuality through a cross-gender fetish" is pretty trans

Also, for your choices
>Repression is literally choosing suicide. Suicide now if you want to go down repression avenue
>I can guarantee you that rejecting your inner desires (sissy sex) is causing you significant amounts of mental harm, even if you aren't trans
>Lol

whatever works for you i guess

>Do you experience dysphoria?
No

>What do you specifically not enjoy about heterosexual sex?
It just bores me and stresses me

>Have you ever pictured yourself as a woman getting fucked (male or female)? Is that arousing to you?
Only pictured as sissy not female

>lol
yeah deserved

Ok you're just repressing being a sissy faggot
Literally just say to yourself "I am a sissy faggot" and then begin to actually indulge in it. I can guarantee you that if you give up the whole comp het shit and just be a sissy, your quality of life will drastically increase. Denying aspects of yourself just because "boo hoo women won't want to fuck me" is literally retarded
Women want to fuck guys who have personalities, and if you're stuck repressing you 100% don't have a personality that you can show to women. Sure, some women might be turned off by it (you don't just walk up to a girl in a bar and say "hey baby wanna see my chastity cage") but by indulging in your "naughty secret" you can actually start accepting who you are and start developing genuine self-confidence. Women love that, men love that, people will want to be your friend.

I would call this irony poisoning but it's really moreso just society poisoning. Fuck society, do what you enjoy.

>"hey baby wanna see my chastity cage"

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honestly same porn has rotted our minds more than likely your just mentally ill in some shape or form and the internet fucked you up, idk if its reversable though

Hey ayden i just wanna say some of your posts are pretty malebrained and i think your fetish for serial killers is induced by the trauma of being a female on estrogen hope this helps

>sissy
Only agp boomers use this term. Kys, or just wait a few years for your aged body to shut down I guess.

I want a sissy GF. Are you sure you can't be attracted to men, OP?

Do you want to be a sissy coomer or an incel? Which do you think would be healthier for you? For your family? For your community?

I would just stop repressing and see where it goes. How deep are you in your sissy fetish? Have you ever even crossdressed before? If you have, how many girl clothes do you have? Makeup? Are you growing out your hair? Have you ever been dressed up in front of anybody else?

I was big into the sissy fetish and repressing for years, and then a few months ago I just decided to stop repressing and see where it went. I had a few weeks where I was just a dirty sissy coomer (never had sex with anybody else though), but I kinda got over that phase and now I'm realizing more and more every day that I kinda just want to transition. The sissy stuff can be kinda fun once in a while, but now I'm more interested in the idea of just being a woman, period. I'm not saying you have to go down this path, but chances are your journey wont be as clear-cut as "if I stop repressing then I'll become a total loser sissy faggot". Start with some small changes, and see where it leads you.

retard transgirls are not failed men if you start taking pills youll regret it and feel reverse dysphoria and then youll be a pooner when you go stop taking pills and it wilp be worse. if you like women then stick with women dont take pills unless you want the estrogen effects and you can still find women that are into faggots like you but they might cage you and have a guy fuck you

this is great advice

Stop repressing does not mean limitless indulgence

thanks a lot

Thank you queen!