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Femboys are the self-fetishizing, 1st year hons of nonbinary people
This thread is poison.
>bought banana milk because it was on sale for 3$ (as opposed to like the 5-6$ you'd pay for nut milks)
wonder if this is gonna taste like shit or not
what if the real poison was the friends we made along the way
>get in bed at 9:55
>can't sleep
>hour passrs
>need to wake up at 5:30
AAAAH
im kinda thinking of breaking up with my boyfriend but:
>had a mental breakdown 2 years ago due to pandemic and stress of school + sex work
>boyfriend (we werent dating at the time) took me in and ive been neetmoding since (no income, dont pay rent but my food stamps pay for our food)
>don't really have many irl friends for support, we are kinda codependent
how do i extract myself safely but also without destroying him? i actually love the guy but now i realize maybe i see him more as a brother or something
>a week or so ago i had the random idea of republique (a game i've never played) in psvr, and the morning after republique vr was announced for psvr
>republique vr releases
>too cheap to buy the game i accidentally willed into existence
am i a bad person anons
Kind of regretting last night but oh well
if its cheap you can always buy it later
do u wanna talk about it?
i'm sorry user, i hope you can get some rest in before your early morning starts
Nah it's good for me I just came out to some people and it's scary
>go to bed
>body horror nightmares
>stay up for a few hours until I fall back asleep
>just enough sleep to feel too tired for work but not tired enough to call out or sleep through it
iktf
>i actually love the guy but now i realize maybe i see him more as a brother or something
you should probably tell him that
>you should probably tell him that
I know, its just kinda terrifying, he's my one true friend and without him i have nobody.
I have no money and no place to go if things go south, and a 3 year gap on my resume thanks to sex work (which i really don't want to get back into)
I dont think he would throw me out on the street but I really dont want to be rooming with him if we split.
and the thing is I do love him, we get along great and ive never felt so comfortable with someone, its just that im not attracted to him at all. Honestly though, sex doesnt feel like that big of a thing to give up if it means having a nice life with a person i love. Im really dysphoric so its not like i ever enjoyed sex too much anyway.
idk wat to do hahaaaaaaa
congrats on coming out
yea it's just like 4.50 off rn LMAO
Thanks I hate it
But now I can go to my friend's party instead of skipping it so that's nice I guess
>nightmares
Bloody fucking things
You should work on that. In my own experience a lot of entry level positions don't ask a lot of questions about resume gaps and if they do it's fine to bend the truth a little bit ("The work I was doing didn't have experiences relevant to this position, I was working as a freelance photographer." or something and say you stopped because you wanted a position with more structure/stability and insurance.). I understand how you feel though. It's a difficult situation to be in. Once you have some savings it'll be easier to get your own life situated. It would be nice if he understood but it's hard to be sure that he would. It does sound scary.
I'm even beating you at wrestling in your dreams now?
yeah tell me about it lmao
thanks for your kind words, i will do my best
also nice trips
to add to this advice, depending on your situation, i've also seen family health be a good excuse for resume gaps. typically a "i had to be out of work to take care of a sick family member" or something along those lines is enough to justify the experience + force them into a position where they can't ask questions due to protected health information.
>333
OH SHIT I'M BOUTA GO BONKERS I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE
also yeah I really hope it works out and that the two of you end up being good friends down the road
This is true too but I find it easier to be at least a little honest. Like I explained my resume gap by saying I was a solo/freelance/independent tutor. Which was true, for a little while. As long as it works and gets you the job you'll be set. Looking for jobs and preparing for interviews is harder and scarier than actually getting a job though. So try not to worry yourself too much.