“obhhhh I’m so severely dysphoric”

>“obhhhh I’m so severely dysphoric”
>”yes I’m in my mid-20’s and had a full beard and lived as a normal man with no issues for several years. Did I shave my body? No. Did I grow my hair out? No. Did I have female friends? No. Did I in any way strive towards being feminine? No. Did I read mtf erotica? Of course!”
>”I was just soooo scared to tell anyone i wanted to be a woman, so I didn’t. But it’s okay I totally want a boyfriend now. I actually like men a lot and I was repressing that too!”
>”Yeah, i actually desire to change most of my entire personality to better fit femininity and how I would have been if I grew up a gay male because I definitely like men and am not just so mentally ill I’m disillusioned into thinking that’s the truth when it’s really just all a part of the fetish that makes me want to be a woman”

Tell me one reason why this sounds like a trans woman. It’s pathetic. Everyone else on this site has actual reasons to believe it. Even the ones who came out late obviously struggled. I literally just sat in a room and played video games as I became a man and I never tried to stop it. I only got dysphoric when I started balding. That’s so pathetic. It took me becoming a bald man to realize I could transition. That’s not dysphoria. I shouldn’t get to be on HRT. They should force me to accept being a man

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Yeah, I almost got into the rabbit hole of cherry picking events in my past to sustain the absurd thesis that I was feminine and androphilic. When I realized how close I was to ego death, I stopped this madness right there and never looked back. AGP is mind cancer, it starts as a fetish and you have to prevent it from metastasizing to your identity and self-perception

>I literally just sat in a room and played video games as I became a man and I never tried to stop it
Don't forget the "dysphoria leads people to become loser shut-ins" part! So you can rationalize wasting your teenage years with escapism by saying subconscious dysphoria made you do it!

>in definitely not mtf, that's why I post on Any Forums
Do you have any idea how many detrans and repress posts we see in a day?

im not lgbt, but my mental illness makes me wish I was. Im not sure what your point is

I think that’s a real thing. Im just an idiot loser though

“But I got made fun of for being gay, and I like gay porn, and I’ve blushed around guys before and and”
lol. it’s all a lie, and it all loops back to just wanting to be feminine or gay or a woman. All of it. I strain to think of stuff like that and if I liked men it would be more obvious earlier. And if I actually wanted to be a woman I wouldn’t have been content being masculine

>But I got made fun of for being gay, and I like gay porn, and I’ve blushed around guys before and and”
I don't know if you're exaggerating it to be satirical, if it's legit or if you want me to say that you are valid and that your concerns are all paranoia. Either way, "for being gay" is a weird way to phrase it if you don't believe you're actually gay. Good luck

>muh you need to suffer in order to deserve things
Just do whatever makes your dick hard faggot, you hate yourself for not being prometheus and I'm wearing a diaper and living as a girl, guess who's happier

This totally could've been me if I just waited another 5 years. Instead, I stopped being a not even remotely feminine or dysphoric cishet man at the respectable age of 19 and trooned the fuck out at 20 to be a passoid instead of a hon. I also can dress as AGP as I want now and instead of people looking at me like I'm some kind of clown, they say "I love your outfit" and "you're so cute"

can I ask why you transitioned at all at 19 if you weren't dysphoric? what made you think of trooning out in the first place?

>I only got dysphoric when I started balding
this is normal.

god I wish I was you
here I am about to start HRT at 25
oh well, I'll do my best

You desire to fit into some mold
Instead of trying to be Stalone you decided you want to be fate Astolfo instead or some other anime instead.
Youa re chasing some imaginary high, where you are both accepted and also you accept yourself.
At least accept that you are indeed doing things cause you want to. Youa rent being forced, you arent being manipulated. Youa re doing this to yourself.
Do some real detox, turn of the internet, go to the gym or some other physical hobby, read a book about elves or soemthing, just stop doing things you like for a day or 2.
Then you either realize that you are a fucking idiot prison gay faggot like most people here or get the pills and stfu.

You can thank the LBGTKYSPLS+ movement and transgender propaganda for this :)

It literally doesnt matter.
You know what actually matters?
If you look good or not.
The entire thing is about looks first.
Just look cute or sexy, or pretty and you will be fine.
Have fun agphon!

>Liked handsome guys all the time, ignored advances of girls on me
>more fem friends during childhood
>my male friends told me how nice it would be if I were a girl
>multiple occasions of people thinking that I am a girl
>weird compliments from straight boys
>people thought I am transitioning before I started it
>guys were averting heads when I was undressing in locker rooms
>being called faggot by random strangers
Turned out to be a straight trans woman

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Depressing. I wish this board would've told me this years ago instead of saying only trutrans peeps should transition.

Wasn’t intentional. I got called gay a lot growing up, but it eventually stopped

I don’t know anymore. I probably am, but it doesn’t feel real. I don’t actually fully believe I like men because I never acted on the feelings. Never been with anyone so I just feel confused in anything related to sexuality

I think I’m catching feelings for a male friend, but I don’t trust myself because I forced myself to feign interest in women at points in my life.

Don't for a second get caught up in what could have been or what should have happened
I myself "could" have transitioned at 8, 12, 15 or 19, but here I am starting HRT at 21, and just got a bid from a sorority. It's NEVER too late to socially transition, and although you can never truly be rid of the "permanent" parts of T poisoning, you can slowly get rid of them and get therapy for the BDD

There is no cure for fucked up life decisions other than a fucking time machine, so spending any amount of time thinking about it will only lessen your overall quality of life

Do people actually do this? I've wanted to be a girl since before I was 10, was mostly friends with girls when I was younger, shaved my legs multiple times, crossdressed, used to have long hair and wear jewelry, got made fun of for acting gay, felt grossed out with my own body during puberty, felt very uncomfortable in men's locker rooms, etc. and I still haven't transitioned. It's wild to me that some people do this totally on a whim without even feeling any actual dysphoria. I've been losing my god damned mind with it lately, I keep feeling weird about my own body and almost imagining a ghost image of myself but more feminine every time I look at myself. I still really fucking don't want to transition, it could end up fucking up my life to not even pass. I also don't even know how some people can go around looking extremely male wearing women's clothes and demanding to be treated as female... that would feel so absolutely awkward and forced, I'd never want that.

Question.
Have you done ANYTHING in order to look cuter in the last few years of covid isolation?
Seriously have you TRIED?
Maybe you should start trying then.

Yeah, for real. I've made so many fuck-ups in my life it's unreal, I almost totally ruined my life or died multiple times, and I've hurt so many people around me. I feel bad and stupid, but it's pointless to mull over it. The past is to learn from, not to obsess over. All that matters is now and the future.

>I still really fucking don't want to transition, it could end up fucking up my life to not even pass
I hope you unironically kill yourself sooner rather than later because you will want to when your egg cracks

HSTS vs AGP
Dont try and to bother rationalizing it.