Any long-term manmoders here? Like, treat estrogen/AA's as just daily medicines, either always hide their breasts/got the breast buds removed, always wear boy clothing. Would love to hear about your experiences, how it impacts your relationships, and so on.
That seems like the most viable approach for me, and I think I'd be perfectly fine with it. I'd consider myself transfem, so I don't have a ton of dysphoria, just don't want masculinity.
yeah, it’s kinda weird and depressing, but it’s liveable. might not kill myself for a couple more years if things stay the way they are.
>manmode mostly out of fear, but also because my shoulders and face are extremely honnish. at best i look like a depressed high schooler. most people treat me like i’m younger, then find my age pretty jarring when they realize i’m older than them.
>decent office job, coworkers just think i’m a weirdly feminine dude thanks to short, boyish hair and the fact that i refuse to wear shirts that aren’t baggy enough to hide a tan-colored bra.
>what few friends i do have don’t push me to come out or anything, they know how scared i am and don’t want to force me.
>family is distant, but they pretend i’m not trans. i just don’t go to family gatherings anymore.
>no love life, just me and my toys.
it could be worse anons. it could be worse. at least i’m not being outed and pointed at for being a hon.
Me I manmode everyday. I just look like a normal cis asian guy no one suspects anything
I don't really have any personal relationships I just show up to work and occasionally get together with coworkers or family. I'd like to believe that if I grow my hair out finish facial hair removal and continue on hormones I'll have a better chance of passing and living a more personal life but I just don't know.
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>? Like, treat estrogen/AA's as just daily medicines, either always hide their breasts/got the breast buds removed, always wear boy clothing.
Fuck fuck fuck I didn't think this was manmoding i thought this was regular boymoding how do i break out of this mindset and start girlmoding anons?
I mean it's boymoding if you're young, manmoding is for the people who are too old (im 24) to really ever consider socially transitioning
if you want to girlmode, just do it. simple as that, it's a conscious choice
how old are yall?
just girlmode if u want but i wouldnt recommend ig
19
? Boymoding seems to be just normal trannies pretending otherwise even though they are out to everyone. It's become a meme. Manmoding is what boymoding originally was it means never letting people know because people think hons are pedophile rapists now who don't deserve love.
bruh tf, you're gonna pass in like 2 years, that isnt long-term manmoding
Ive been on hrt for like a year and a quarter now idk how much will happen in 2 years
>Boymoding seems to be just normal trannies pretending otherwise even though they are out to everyone
although this is basically me but im ugly and manvoice
I have a question for some of the manmoders here:
1. Would you girlmode if you thought you could pass?
2. What is your idea of “passing”?
3. Would you girlmode if your family and friends were all accepting of you this way?
4. Are there any surgeries that if you had them, you would girlmode?
5. Would you girlmode if your biggest crush would love you but only if you were that way?
6. Do you eventually plan to stop manmoding? If so, what year is your goal?
OP here
>1. Would you girlmode if you thought you could pass?
Absolutely
>2. What is your idea of “passing”?
Huh...I hadn't thought too much about this. I guess if I just looked in the mirror and thought 'oh i actually look like a girl' without having to pretend to not notice anything about my body/face/hair
>3. Would you girlmode if your family and friends were all accepting of you this way?
Currently? Absolutely not, because my biggest worry is not my friends/family, but the outside world
>4. Are there any surgeries that if you had them, you would girlmode?
If somebody paid a 6-figure amount to return my hair to how it used to be when I was 16, I'd girlmode the next day.
>5. Would you girlmode if your biggest crush would love you but only if you were that way?
Weird q, but probably not? Idk i have complicated feelings about love and transness
>6. Do you eventually plan to stop manmoding? If so, what year is your goal?
Maybe when im 26 (2 years from now), but that's like absolute best-case scenario. More realistically, I'll never stop manmoding.
1: I fluctuate between "yes" and "no because I'm a sick fetishist and I need to repress." I don't believe I can ever find any kind of true happiness manmoding though.
2: having people look at me and read me as AFAB.
3: I don't think so. Having everyone else stare at me and see me as a weird freak would still get to me I think. But on the other hand, I've never been in an accepting environment like that, so I can't really say.
4: idk, maybe if I get ffs and pass (seems unlikely) I might someday give it a try? I can't say.
5: umm maybe. Getting to be seen and treated as a woman by someone else would be really addictive I think.
6: Maybe someday I will, but I odn't have any immediate plans.
32. started HRT at 29. this is for your information.
I'm basically a flamer twink manmoder. I've been on hrt about two years (started at 17), and I pass as male 99% of the time. It's over. No plans for surgeries as I said...it's over.
Parents ruined everything.
>17
>2 years
>twink
im genuinely willing to bet 1k that your primary problems is just that you refuse to voice train or ever even *try* to present as fem. almost guaranteed a bdd-oid
>Would you girlmode if you thought you could pass?
obviously. i just can’t.
>What is your idea of “passing”?
being recognized as a woman, or someone who seems as if they were born female.
>Would you girlmode if your family and friends were all accepting of you this way?
if i didn’t pass? absolutely not. i’m disgusted by the idea of being another fucking hon. i’d rather kill myself.
>Are there any surgeries that if you had them, you would girlmode?
ffs and top surgery, i guess. maybe that would make me pass somewhat.
>Would you girlmode if your biggest crush would love you but only if you were that way?
maybe. but only if i can not be seen in public. i’d rather die.
>Do you eventually plan to stop manmoding? If so, what year is your goal?
i don’t. i’ll probably live and die like this. i doubt that ffs will make me pass, so maybe if i get lucky with that and don’t get botched i could do it… but honestly i’ve given up hope on that.
I just have extremely unfortunate genes. All of the males in my family start unironically balding at 18. My mom is a cishon too. I'm not bdd I promise.
I'm just lucky that I got on hrt soon enough to manmode as a twink.