Tell your biggest secrets/insecurities/doubts and/or fears here.
Something that really bothers you, something that is that ever lasting itch that just wong go away and you need to take it off your shoulders.
You wont be judged nor condemmned.
Converse about it if you like but to main point is to take the pain off a bit by talking about it.
i want to fuck a trans girl
i’ve been worried that my boyfriend is a repper for a while now. he’s always had long hair, and has on multiple occasions, pretended to be a trap/femboy on the internet. he’s always prided himself on looking somewhat feminine, and i really like him a lot, but it’s always in the back of my mind. i’m not into women. what if one day he comes and i have to deny him because i don’t love him for who he is? i’ve been having frequent thoughts of wanting to date guys who are more manly and dominant than him, but we’ve been friends for so long and my friends are so supportive of us that i’m worried i’d cause irreversible damage to my relationships with everyone.
I dont know if you want advice but I feel like I have to write something
of course ignore if youre here just for the confession
best I can help you with is that you talk to him about your fears and talk through what is bothering you
it does sound like your bf have some unresolved bussiness and is either copying or living double life
but because he cares about you he is hiding that life behind your back to not hurt you...yet
but maybe ,if he so choses that the life of a trap is more suited for him, and him knowing you arent into that, will try to break up with you
from your talks about him, he does love you, so he will do it in suble ways
so in any case, I think it is for the best to confront him and talk it through
I'm an agoraphobic mess, I didnt go outside for almost all of middle school and only made through 2 years of highschool in person and the last 2 I just did my work from home. When covid hit I didnt have any reason ever to go outside and slowly lost what little connections I had to friends and I didnt go to college after graduating since it was 2020 and I still am not in college or anything and I just absolutely dread being seen even if if isnt outside. The only time I can even manage to talk to people even online through text is if Im at least a little drunk. On top of that I used to try really hard to seem tough and manly and the last time anyone I knew (family, friends) really saw me was in that state and most people still think of me that way even though it was just compensation and repression that i stopped like 4 years ago and now im a skinny weak transitioning troon and Im completely at a loss for how to even communicate with anyone in my life irl and I pretty much just ghosted everyone. Im running low on money and trying really hard to find a job but no place ever calls you back after applying and im terrified to take initiative and call myself and ugh. My dad is going to come into a lot of money soon and keeps saying he's going to give me some but i feel wrong taking it since im a troon and hes a far right winger and i feel if i take it and then he finds out im a troon eventually that it would just be like a betrayal and i just dont know what to do anymore and i think im closer to killing myself than ever i just cant take this shame my mom had tons of miscarriages and eventually had me and they talk about how im special because i was the one they finally had with no complications why did i have to be the one why couldnt i just be another miscarriage
one of my eyes is higher than the other and it's obvious if you look at my face for more than 5 seconds or if I'm not controlling the angles. I desperately want to have that fixed, but I dont think its possible. Even if it were, I'd want ffs first but it's not like I could afford either. regardless, I'm a misshapen fatass covered in stretch marks and I have no idea how anyone could find me attractive
I'm so tired of everything even doing the bare minimum is extremely exhausting for me I can barely function I need to sleep constantly
>be ftm
>go to mtf threads and pose as mtf
>get told I'm a man/gigahon/ngmi/doomed
>malebrained confirmed
ask your dad to pay for college, mask up and boymode through it. gotta live for yourself and not your parents. you can only get out the cycle yourself, no one can do it for you :p
they would only say that to hurt your feelings which means nobody likes you.
dont feel "wrong" about getting some money
youre as much related to those moneys as he is
if he gives you some, be happy, do not think about how much you deserve them
physical abnormalities is something peopledont mind too often, if anyhting the find them attractive, focus on inner yourself not how you look to other people
fihgt off the need to sleep, go outside and do something
go for a walk, work out anything
That will give you enough energy to do anything you aim to do
im 18 and i am afraid i won't be able to get a bf bc im too old, i know that it sounds weird and fucked up but i am just scared that I'm now old and lost my appeal to a lot of men. i talked about this with a friend and they said i was groomed but i just don't feel like i was, although i guess i wouldn't be able to know. i don't know how to stop that feeling and this place has mad things worse lately. i know its very wrong and weird but u said u won't judge.
also i guess i have some daddy issues too but that's ok, not as big of a problem.
People? On the internet? Calling me names?! Meaning they don't like me?!? Lies! Could never happen to me.
I don’t even know if I’m trans anymore and I’ve already been on hrt for 3 years and had laser, vfs and ffs and I pass. I feel so uncomfortable being gendered female and seen as a woman. Idk wtf to do anymore, I don’t even pass as male in mens clothes with my hair hidden in a hat
I don’t even want to think about dating or having sex and I feel physically ill when guys hit on me even though I’ve been attracted to men since I was little
I’m pretty sure I’m just an aspie with a weird relationship to my sexuality and not a tranny but I feel like it’s to late to stop this shit now, I’ve already gotten an appointment with the state clinic this May where they will give me dates for ba and srs.
I am a pedo
your disgusting and i how you die
I keep having dreams about having intimate sex with my mother
funniest stolen trip
>gets with a feminine man
>>woe is me, my man is not masculine enough
user, all people are asymmetrical to some degree. It's okay.
i obsess over and attach myself to people i barely know or don't know at all both on this board and in real life and get upset when they go on to find other people that they care about. mainly because i'm still alone and had too much anxiety to actually talk to them in the first place, so seeing them talk to anyone else hurts a lot (pretty sure this is a bpd thing or something but whatever)
please don't devalue yourself because of something that's out of your control - your age doesn't value or devalue you to anyone except for people looking to take advantage of you. your actions and who you choose to be as a person matter far more, and you'll find the right person though them