Literally just fucking bully me

the bipolar is swinging towards the bottom again and im so tired of having 50% of my entire being invalidated as just poor self esteem.
make me feel alive, and my feeling valid. im a terrible person with a negative ego, so nothing you can say can be worse than what i say to myself. i just need something to keep me from schizo posting on discord.

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Shut up bottom

im not a bottom, im asexual. and even before i accepted i was asex i was a top

hey user i know this isn't what you wanted, but you're really pretty. I hope you start feeling better soon.

Shut up bottom

ur so pretty user

i just dont understand why people say this. it makes me feel stupid and braggy to deny, but like, i know what pretty feminine people look like and it isnt me.
angles save me, i think.

I know how you feel, I did the same A LOT. It's mostly just in your head user, you're luckier than most if you want me to be completely honest and somewhat negative, ] your hair style doesn't compliment your face is the biggest issue I can see, without the bangs and a middle part if your hairline is okay, you would look a lot better with your face shape

Are you Aussie?

i been having such bad hairdays lately its making me wanna shave my head. i used to have long "curtain bangs" that framed my face but i hated how it shaped the bones. the bangs were fine but they getting too long now.
i am not

Gross that made you a little uglier

user you look so sad in that pic :,( wish i can give you a hug rn

>i am not

Aw fuck

i know lmao. id be cuter as a bottom for sure
i advise u dont hug me bc i am a little bit radioactive but you are too kind
im sorry user i am american

>schizo posting
what are your delusions? what is it that consumes you? I'm interested user

i was born incomplete, in a body that isnt mine, in an era that despises me. my sense of self and what i understand to be me is held inside of this stupid monkey body, and ill never get to know what i really am. being trans is mostly just a cope for pursuing something that could be me, which could be anything but i was.

as far as trans shit, i hate the size of my skeleton and think my transition is nothing but a flailing attempt to capture some taste of being "fair" as opposed to the constant rustic, jaded, tired cynicism

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sorry if I'm triggering you.
>being trans is mostly a cope for pursuing something that could be me
oof yeah that's pretty bad. I'm sure you've felt that being trans was real in the past before though no?
I know it might feel like it's never been that way but most people don't transition for fun. It's definitely not fun
The thought of you not really being trans has probably been implanted in you by others, not yourself.

no its okay, you dont have to apologize.
i know i am trans. its just that the social or philosophical reasons are negligible. i just know my aesthetic preferences and i feel more "correct" after making the choices i have- its just made my life a lot harder and more confusing that it was before.

its definitely not fun or some on-a-whim choice ive made. i just wish i was born normal. i know most people dont feel this insane when grappling with their identity and self esteem.

your hair is cute, your eyes are cute, but your jawline and lips and general face shape are just seriously off you need ffs or something

yeah bipolar can weaponize those thoughts against yourself. every choice we make comes with upsides and downsides but you are ultimately the result of those choices so better to not hold strong contempt for yourself over it. be strong user