I'm a transtrender aren't i

Is dysphoria real or have I been meme'd by the globohomo? what's the point of transitioning if im going to become an in-between freak who will never pass? will i regret this in 10yrs (yes, yes i will)

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chances are that yes, you are trans
yes, everyone fears not passing
yes, repressing is worse
yes, you can get good results in your 20s if you put in the effort
no, you'll not become an anime girl, but you can become an attractive one if you put in the work

i'm 19 but it feels too old to start when i originally wanted to start hrt at 13. things would have been so different.
how do i know what im feeling is dysphoria and not a fetish or autism or something

19 is fine. you are earlier than most.
>how do i know what im feeling is dysphoria and not a fetish or autism or something
you can't do a bloodtest for transness
cis people don't want to start HRT at 13 though

>cis people don't want to start HRT at 13 though
they don't?????

in the same boat here

similar situation as you OP, I feel like it'll be too late for me, even though I know it would make me happier, but I probably won't cause of a host of shit so i will just ignore how I feel

sucks to be a repressor but trooning doesn't seem like a bright future

yeah and if it ever gets too much I will drink myself to death, simple solution

go read "the autistic trans guide to life" if you want to know more about this kind of intersectionality

ill tell you, i started in my 30s and im happy for the first time in my life, a lasting happiness that i live day to day

you may not even need hrt if you find yourself without - just explore

this is very helpful user. i have been denied hormones due to my autism. thank you.

best time to troon out was 5 years ago
second best time is now

yeah but if I did I'd get kicked out, and where I live rent is very expensive, and then I'd either wait several years or pay out of pocket. so I will probably just repress and Kms by the time I'm like 35.

I was exactly where you are back in 2019
decided to put my programming skills to use, found remote jobs despite living in the third world
I know your situation is likely COMPLETELY different but, what I mean is, just staying motionless, depressed and letting time fly by is the worst thing you can do. Use your time to make money and get some independence, little by little, and then you'll troon out to your desire.
right now I'm doing stuff lifer laser and exams and being able to pay it from my pockets, something I wouldn't even imagine just 2 years ago.

make a plan and act, you can make it friend

how can i learn programming if im stupid

Programming was just what worked for me (I learned how to program pretty early), but it could be anything for you, as long as you can learn it.
for programming, imo the best way to start is to think of a thing you'd like to use, and try to look up how to make it.
If you know absolutely nothing, look for a beginners course in code academy/udemy, then look up how to make a pong clone in a game engine
best of luck user

if the idea of being inbetween is more palatable to you then remaining your AGAB you should transition

>globohomo
OP is obviously way too unintelligent to have a chance at mastering programming

>OP is obviously way too unintelligent to have a chance at mastering programming
ehh, I don't know, emotional intelligence is its own thing
but really programming was just a random example. I went with it because I already knew how to program since early teens. It could be anything that allows OP to make money and learn new skills.

>globohomo
People who use that word in real life are cringe as fuck

>t. tranny

most cis people are so comfy and ingrained in their gender that the mere thought of HRT and transition is either unfathomable or outright repulsive to them.