It's not like I have these thoughts since early childhood or anything, but I still hate myself. I hate my voice, I hate my broad shoulders, I hate my face, I hate it hate it hate it. Every now and then those thoughts creep up into my mind and make me feel absolutely apathetic about my existence. It feels like I'm unauthentic, playing essentially a role.
But I'm also anxious about the idea of transitioning, especially in my current environment. So how do I make those thoughts vanish from my head for good?
How do I make the troon thoughts go away?
Luis Ross
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Brody Roberts
Jayden Williams
>It's not like I have these thoughts since early childhood
Doesn't make them invalid, lots of people got dysphoric at later ages.
>how do I make those thoughts vanish from my head for good?
You're probably stuck with them for life. I don't know of any true success story of removing AGP/dysphoria, you can just repress it.
Nathaniel Baker
Whats the point in liking this YouTube channel over and over? The music is really uncomfortable
Parker James
think on something else
Brandon Campbell
How do you live your whole life loving being a male and then just suddenly get gender dysphoria in adulthood? That sounds like a twilight zone esque nightmare.
Gavin Wilson
I don't know, but I heard ages of onset from 6 to 30. It varies a lot.
Sebastian Morales
So a man could in theory live to age 30 as a happy well adjusted man with no troon tendencies and all of a sudden out of nowhere develop dysphoria and have to troon? The very basic concept of that sounds surreal and nightmarish.
Ryder Hall
Well, there is usually one "troon tendency", namely AGP. It doesn't happen completely randomly.
Easton Lee
I see. So said man would have been jerking off to agp fantasies since adolescence and not just randomly developed dysphoria out of nowhere? There has to be context.
Adam Anderson
I don't really know if there's any way to make it go away or they'd just treat it that way instead of transition. I've been wanting it to go away for almost three decades now and trying to make it go away, but it just won't.
I don't think you can just give yourself AGP... maybe you can, but I'm not sure?
I can remember wanting to be a girl and hoping I'd wake up as a girl before I was 10 before even masturbating or anything, I guess I developed some AGP-type tendencies later on after that though? But that probably just came with sexual maturity and was just always there, I don't know really.
Colton Mitchell
you could wake up as a beetle also
Ryan Fisher
Yes, the people who develop dysphoria later in life usually have AGP, meaning they are capable of getting aroused from crossdressing, imagining themselves as a woman or a man with a vagina, stuff ilke that. So naturally, many of them have a history of jerking off to AGP fantasies. But I don't think it actually changes much whether you indulge your AGP or not. Some people go full AGP coomer and never get dysphoric, others repress so much they almost forget they have AGP and they still get dysphoria later. It seems like some fraction of AGPs is simply destined to get dysphoria no matter what they do.
Nolan Diaz
Same struggle here. My dysphoric thoughts started creeping slowly during puberty and now I want to kill myself over how much I hate this body..
Logan Green
I have always been AGP (im not op)
when i started masturbating before i pictured myself as the opposite sex before i even knew what agp or even porn was.
Christopher Bell
>I don't think you can just give yourself AGP... maybe you can, but I'm not sure?
Nah, I don't think you can. You're probably born with it, just like heterosexuality or homosexuality.
Robert Green
Hahahahahahaha...
You can't.
Justin Bailey
Makes sense, as it usually presents first during puberty and becomes ingrained through adolescence.
Henry Fisher
You cant they'll be with you forever and all eternity. Even as an old man you'll ponder the road not travel of what could have been. “Would i have passed?” “Would I have made a good trad wife?” Just do it user the clock is ticking
Blake Jenkins
>How do you live your whole life loving being a male and then just suddenly get gender dysphoria in adulthood? That sounds like a twilight zone esque nightmare.
(NTA) by finding this board
Dominic Cooper
How old are you OP? Are the thoughts there after masturbating?