hey lgbt, been a while, i'm probably not remembered here, and that's probably for the best.. anyway, what would you guys do if you've been memed into thinking you pass for years, when you literally just look like a kinda androgynous dude with long hair and boobs, you've been on hrt for basically a decade, have had srs, and have essentially no future prospects or marketable skills to sustain myself going forward, combined with just being generally mentally ill and brain fucked in too many ways? am i the beginning of what awaits an entire failed generation of weirdos? is there any hope for the majority of us, or does it always just end in disappointment and misery? why does it only get worse and never better? are we really just destined to first slowly, and then quite suddenly plunge down a a voracious and seemingly endless pit of narcissism, despair, and self-destruction until 51% is achieved? all this time i thought 51% was a dark joke i was in on, but at the end of the day, we really are the 51%, whether it takes one year or ten years.. i know the homosexual conkers strategic symposium isn't the best place to find out all of life's answers, but you guys seem a little more used to this kind of thing, and i don't really belong anywhere, so fuck it hope everyone's having a good uhh march?? and ummm i didn't really come to get roasted/bullied, i know i don't pass, i guess the nature of this is "attention whoring" and that's probably annoying for people, so sorry about that in advance
pic is me today, thanks for your time, if you'd like, you can post yourself today too or we can just doompost or something, or not, haha
You're fuck able but I'm not reading this shit can you post your ass?
Brayden Stewart
have you had ffs?
Benjamin Rodriguez
You pass. Passing doesn't matter tho. talk to other trans women and gnc folks IRL don't let this site define ur transness ffs
Easton King
i've only had a tracheal shave in terms of "ffs", adam's apple is still kinda visible and it fucked up my singing voice, so i'm still not sure if that was the right decision in retrospect, but too late now, lol i feel like getting ffs would just make my face look even more uncanny, but maybe if i had that kind of money lying around it would be something to consider, idk.. all the people i've seen who have had it look pretty weird if i'm being completely honest.. hmm, i don't think this is the kinda board for that sort of thing
Hunter Butler
just be happy, become wonderful and someone will love you for that
I recognize you but u used to have a different trip. Samantha I believe
Jaxon Gomez
i'm just a bit confused, you have the money for srs and it's been 10 years but you haven't gotten ffs? it sounds like your issues is not passing and ffs would help with that substantially if you go to someone that actually knows what they're doing ffs won't make you look more uncanny, it will just reverse the effects of testosterone on your face i disagree with your assessment of ffs results, i think you're basing them on bad surgeons, but even if the end result is "weird", it is objectively less masculine which is the point and what is necessary to pass
Michael Evans
What do you want to do with your life from here on out and what role does passing or not play in that? Btw do you get gendered correctly irl? I would imagine you do, especially if you've voice-trained.
Nolan Carter
Nothing will stop the suffering until caesarism comes and things go back to their natural order. For some of you it will mean not transitioning at all, because you don't have what it takes for it. For others, it will mean that if you're worthy, everyone will have your back, because together we're stronger.
Jack Stewart
thanks, user.. i have someone who loves me who i love too.. it's definitely special, but it's really complicated and confusing, wish i knew how to still be happy, but i guess that one's a pretty deep rooted problem thanks for thinking so, sometimes i see it, but figure i'm just being a little delusional after all this time.. i do talk to some other trans women sometimes, but i often don't fit in with most people super well, or at least it feels like that, or maybe i just inevitably end up flaking out.. i try not to go on here anymore and let the brainworms influence me, but it's easier to just cave and say i don't pass than try to cope and pretend i guess, even if it sort of hurts to do that.. i don't know, i'm pretty confused about myself and the nature of reality, things just keep becoming more confusing and scary, honestly ahhh, i used to go by "Wire", doubt you remember well, i worked really hard for a long time, with the help of someone on top of that, to afford srs.. idk if you read the original message where i said i was memed into thinking i pass by those around me; i mean, it's not other people's faults, but i guess that's just what i was mostly convinced, even though i always had a lot of doubts.. you might be right, that ffs can look okay; i've seen results that are mostly fine, but it's hard for me to figure out what subtleties need to actually be corrected, and which ones would be overdoing it and looking worse.. it's not like i have a great means to earn that kind of money at this point, having trouble just living right now.. sorry my posts confused you, thanks for trying to help, maybe a good surgeon would be able to guide me to what would be helpful, without operating on the parts that are unnecessary, idk.. i'm far, far away from something like that rn
i'm not entirely sure.. i think i just wanted to have some form of independence and the ability to just chill out and be comfy.. i wanted to focus on animating, making music, and just trying to be happy and feeling safe and okay again.. i like to trade options, and it's something i've studied pretty extensively for a while, so a goal i've been working towards would be to modestly live off of that while i focus on the other stuff.. i think passing is important, because i feel more comfortable when viewed as a girl, even if my internal gender is all messed up, and i think feeling like i don't have to worry about constantly double thinking about what i'm seen as by others would make for at least some more internal calmness, idk, the issues with me definitely go beyond whether or not i pass.. yeah, people gender me female irl, i've been told my voice sounds like a girl by a lot of people, so i guess it more or less does? i'm 5'3, so that probably is a huge factor in why i'm generally gendered female, or at least that's what i've always thought hmm, this is pretty ominous, user.. i just wanted to be in a world where things felt okay, not some kind of strange imperialist system.. i know everything is getting worse all the time on both micro and macro levels, but it would be cool if it didn't have to be such a bleak "die or adapt" future..
you are the jew that forces everyone to be hons and now you realize you are a hon too.
Josiah Gray
Can't really help you, but you got some good pictures, I'm loving them, post more !
Maybe ass too ?
Grayson Collins
pso2teagirl, how is PhantasyStarOnline 2, should I play it?
Jayden Bailey
thanks for thinking so, user.. sorry i guess i'm just "dooming" super hard these days, and everything feels fake and untrue i think i'm seriously questioning my entire reality.. been starting to just want to give up on everything these last few days specifically, but trying my hardest to continue to keep it together, haha i like both andro and feminine styles; sometimes i wear dresses and stuff, but it's not like i ever wear men's clothing, that would just look kind of silly if i'm honest.. but yeah, i think i generally pass irl from just my lifetime of experiences, but look weird or clocky if you actually looked at me for more than a minute, i think extraneous things like voice and height go a long way in convincing people, but i'm sure for every 10 people you pass to, there's 1 person thinking, "what gender even is this person?" until there's enough cues to help them come to a conclusion i don't want to be lewd on Any Forums just for the sake of attention whoring, feels like something i would regret immediately or just end up feeling gross about.. inb4 i didn't read any of that shit
Jackson King
god damn it daria you're such a girlboss
Charles Baker
i'm not sure what your thread is about op >is there really anything left? in your transition? no in life? yeah, but none of it is related to your transition passing or not doesn't matter do the things you wanna do and live your life, that's it
