You're not a piece of shit or a failure, you're just too hard on yourself

>You're not a piece of shit or a failure, you're just too hard on yourself

>Why do you keep on doubting yourself ? Others believe in you...I believe in you, so why are the only one thinking you'll fail ?

>All problems are temporary, giving up will only make them permanent. Stay with us a bit longer, fix those problems and through that, find happiness

A few quotes that stuck with me in life
I dont know if anyone needs/wants to hear them...but here they are
"Spread a love a bit" as a friend would say

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You're wrong I'm right fuck you

you're wrong i'm a piece of shit failure, but i hope to change that

i agree with the third one though, only reason i'm still around

I heard that you're only a failure after you give up completely, so if youre on a path of "changing that" you're no longer a failure
No, you're wrong, I'm right, love yourself

I will not love myself because I'm a retarded tranny who deserves death

that's no reason to not love yourself
one you cannot control
and the other...really takes some bravery to being a trans, at least in my thinking

in any case, hope you'll find that love for yourself soon enough !
the only thing I know about you, is that you deserve it

nobody believes in me, nobody loves me, i can't accomplish anything lol
idk why I'm even still around

Sure it takes bravery but I have no bravery and sit alone all day sleeping

And when I'm awake I'm a retarded fuck who annoys everyone around me

I have to cut to pubish myself for how awful I am

yet youre still around, a sign of you still not giving up and still having the faith for better tomorrow
now that aint true, just because you dont see the love others show you doesnt mean there is none
maybe it's just your sight being blackened by your self-hatred

you chose to go on a path for happiness, on finding out who you are and going through the painful process...in my book that is far from "not accomplishing anything"

you dont have to punish yourself for a damn, you chose to do that
self-flagellation is a...interesting way to relieve stress, but you dont have to punish yourself for anything
if the people you annoy so much, still havent cutten you off, then they see something you dont
you annoy only yourself with this blabber
for one day, one moment, try to see the world for what it is
a beautiful world where, if you put your mind to it, can find that happiness
a death is like...a totally giving up, you wont feel anything, sadness, agony, hatred...true but you also wont feel happiness, joy or pride ever again...or ever if you never felt those last three, HA !
not the melancholic painting you feel youre in

>Why do you keep on doubting yourself ? Others believe in you...I believe in you, so why are the only one thinking you'll fail ?

>take this advice
>fail eventually
Yeah

Well ye one that I think needs a bit of work, HA !

After all, life is all about trying something, failing and trying again until you succed
From your mistakes you learn the most valuable lessons

All I've learned so far is that I should have pulled through with being suicidal in 2nd grade

HA ! And still being here and kickin
you have been trying (livin), failing (trying to take your life) and now trying again (living)

What's your point? I'm saying it was a mistake to even try to live beyond the age of 8.

What's my point ? What is yours ?
You talk about ending your life, how everything is miserable and how everything was a mistake
Yet youre still here, alive...trying to do better, trying everyday to be your better self...even without you noticing and keep on blaming every minor thing that happens, yet youre blind to the whole of it
One bad day doesnt mean a life
Or a couple of days or even a couple years

Being here after all that just proves you want that happiness but that wont come without you putting some effort into it...again and again and again, until you find it

>implying i'm not putting any effort in it
>implying there is a single day i remember fondly
>implying i'm not old already
i envy your naviety.

PLEASE DO NOT ENCOURAGE FALSE HOPE
FALSE HOPE KILLS THE TRANSGENDER INDIVIDUAL IN THE REAL WORLD

>implying Im saying youre not putting any effort into it and not saying that if you are you still ahve the dance the dance of trying and failing
>implying there isnt, or your head being so clouded that you can make even the brightest of days into a dark one...remember sometimes even a shine of sunlight is enough to make a day into a sunny paradise
>implying you are, no matter the age, the matter your situation, you can still pull through, no matter the adversity...the only obsticle you cannot cross is the one you think you cant

life is...life, unless you live in a active warzone, 3rd world country or a slave, you have ALL the possibility to make this life into what you want
...if you are any of those things I am incredibly sorry
but now that youre here, on Any Forums having the time to talk to strangers, you can take that time into making yourself happy
and maybe I am naive, maybe this life is a horrible curse...but I dont really care, I made my life into what it is and so far, Im happy with that

False hope ?
I am saying that you should have...hope for better tomorrow
Not expect everything to get fixed in one day and suddendly everything being ok
having hope is what keeps us alive

>you can still pull through, no matter the adversity
friend, I am aware of that, but the question is for what? to live? live as what? i don't want to live like this. happiness is impossible. if i don't manage to convince myself there is something more to my life than my own happiness i'm fucked - i thought i had that, but i'm losing faith now. all i know and remember is that i always wanted to die. i need something to die for. it can't be myself.

I like the idea that you are a piece of shit, but you aren't essentially a piece of shit

>you have ALL the possibility to make this life into what you want
no? the only part where i might theoretically have actual control is trying not to want things anymore. i.e. i want to pass but i can't, so i can try to devalue it in some way. but then why am i even doing all this
>I dont really care, I made my life into what it is and so far, Im happy with that
good for you

idk if some things can actually be fixed. but at least if you stay alive, no matter how painful it is, there's always a chance.

there's also always a chance by the laws of quantum mechanics that if i run head first into a wall i will pass right through, but how big is that chance really?

You can be a piece of shit without being a piece of shit

my stars, will you go through the life with mentality of "everythins is fucked,the only thing I can influence is me dying" like what the fuck ?
you can do so much if you put your mind into it...I KNOW, you said that youre trying but shit, first thing you need to do is change that mentality...yes, I know, easier said then that but really those are the foundations
thinking that if you really push on, you just might be happy

...did you compare running into a wall or rather a mathematical miracle to you trying to be happy ?

also why are you doing all this ?
because you care, because you have hope, because you are trying
I am sorry that life given you so much shit that now you cannot but wonder why youre still here
but you might as well throw some shit life's way and be either happy with that you have or go for something greater