pls share ur experiences regarding transitioning in high school, whether boymoding or full girlmoding, hiding hrt effects, how you were perceived, etc.
maybe even hiding it from parents? thx
pls share ur experiences regarding transitioning in high school, whether boymoding or full girlmoding, hiding hrt effects, how you were perceived, etc.
maybe even hiding it from parents? thx
idk it just sucks and then hs is over i guess... although that was during covid when classes were weird. i didnt hide anything from my parents.
how did it suck? the anxiety regarding it?
it's not very exciting, but I honestly don't think anyone noticed. I started growing out my hair before I began hrt and I had always kept myself clean shaven. My clothing didn't really change, I was wearing skinny jeans and baggy tops beforehand too. I couldn't have gone shirtless, but most of my breast growth happened after high school, so it wasn't noticeable with the clothes I wore. And no one questioned that I was kind of fem, they probably dismissed it as me being gay, I wasn't exactly the school jock and it definitely wasn't secret knowledge that I used to have make out sessions with a guy in whatever room was empty
most of my hs boymoding memories are of me self harming in the bathroom or feeling really awkward during sports. I started crying in class once because e made me more emotional, that was embarrassing
Wouldn’t it be funny if conservatives used this info to sniff out boymoders and physically punish them heh
>that I used to have make out sessions with a guy in whatever room was empty
fucking based
>most of my hs boymoding memories are of me self harming in the bathroom
i'm so sorry to hear that user. i hope you're in a better place now
no bc u know that texas bill that is supposed to report all trans people as child abuse victims? they want teachers to analyze every man for boobs lol
Wouldn’t be funny if a teacher one day said “okay boys were checking for boymoders today, you know the drill everyone take their shirts off” and then a shy boymoder is outed and the teacher makes all the male students beat the shit out of her haha
Im an 18 year old senior who does online, idk lmfao
pretending to be a boy at work sucks massive cock tho
haha yeah... user you have something to tell us?
sometimes i think abt showing off my tits by "accident" to a conservative teacher (last year of high school, i am 18 of course)
i think that'd be funny and also a silly little fantasy of mine i do admit
- i also want to maybe one day have some random faculty member call for me and refer to me as a girl by accident and the teacher tries to correct them but its just more confusing. would love that
i boymoded in college which kinda sucked cause I avoided making friends since I didn't want them to make friends with me and then have to like come out to them in shit. In HS I had pretty painful gyno from some hormonal issues and jokingly told my friends I was growing boobs like an autistic retard
>jokingly told my friends I was growing boobs like an autistic retard
based.
lol it was kind of awesome in hindsight
oh, thanks, it's ok. Internally I'm still that self loathing kid, but some things have changed in my life that have made me happier
>some things have changed in my life that have made me happier
i'm glad, thats realy all that matters
>Internally I'm still that self loathing kid
this doesn't sound so good, i hope you can get over this somehow. maybe therapy, idk. what is the cause of still being that person?
I do need therapy, I'm just really bad at talking to people so it hasn't worked out in the past. I don't know, I've never liked who I am as a person. And I might not have fully accepted myself for being trans. I feel broken inside - there's this julien baker song called happy to be here where she describes herself as being made with faulty circuitry, that's how I feel
sorry, I'm ok
Heh, I have a fun one (although it doesn’t involve HRT)
I shaved my face and got bullied cause I looked like a kid (I was 19)
I got on hrt around the start of my junior year. The guy I was seeing at the time got me it because I was too dumb to get it on my own.
It was pretty nice. Had the girls compliment me on my hair/skin and my bf liked to feel up my tits.
Once I went to the same uni as him he introduced me as his gf to his friends and it felt good.
I socially transitioned in my last year, after two years on hrt. you could hide it for longer if you kept your hair short but past a point you can't.
i started in my last couple months of hs. would always be in a hoodie, funny thinking about it since this was before i even knew what a boymoder was and i already fit the stereotype. one time i was playing basketball in gym class (wearing the hoodie of course so i was drowning in sweat) and I got hit in my little sore boobs with the basketball and was internally screaming in pain but had to keep playing.
i started when i was in the second year of hs
in the third year, when the changes were more apparent, i malefailed A LOT, like professors calling me a girl, the new people who joined my class usually thought i was a girl when we first met
overall it was pretty fun to me, the boys treated me well and i hanged out a lot with the girls
the boobies thing was sort of easy to hide (mine are kinda small :( ), and i never got questioned about them, people just thought i was a gay guy who really looked like a girl
i just transioned socially fully after i left for college
It simply sucks, I always have to hide my body in the locker room for PE and wear a super compressing sports bra all day. My boobs just hurt everyday from it, but they're too big to hide without it and people would start asking questions if I'd say I suddenly have almost c-cup size gyno
yes, I actually have c Cups after 1 1/2 years of hrt, idfk how this happened, I expected them not grow past b cups