I’m here to try to help you feel better. Tell me happy things, tell me sad things. Do you need an ear?
Bat House
hey mother bat, i don't have any issues rn but I appreciate you and I love your threads. you're great
I appreciate you too.
nice 7's.
i am super comfy and sleepy in bed and wish i could share it with someone else
checked and not much is going on right now. im waiting for elden ring to download on steam. it might not run on my 1050 but we'll see
hrt made me only into guys even when i stopped taking it. this would be one thing but i also have a gf and im not sure what to do. help.
mother bat life seems so meaningless lately, I have zero motivation to improve my life and I'm about to fail all my classes. there is not a single thing I like about myself anymore, I have trouble coming to terms with the fact that I'm a lesbian and on top of all that I'm poor and ugly. should I just kms?
I'm actually ok right now, but you're very kind to do this
speaking of bats, I guess my happy thing is that I once found a grounded bat and gave it shade and water until it could fly again. It's one of my best memories. they're such cool and adorable animals, I have a bat stuffie now,
agp. stop reading greentexts men are smelly and lack empathy
I’m super glad you have a comfy bed. It cn be filled but that’s a whole huge mess on how to attract a mate. Lonely much? Been lonely long?
Let’s hope! In some ways, no news is good news. Glad you’re okay.
Explore your thoughts, your borders. Expose yourself to pornography and romantic stories and record how you feel. Do some deep introspection. How much does sex matter to you? Do you love your gf? Maybe you do love her as a friend but can’t be with her as a life partner. Painful, but okay!
Nope! Don’t give up just yet! I’ve failed college courses too! It feels horrendous doesn’t it? Remember there’s more to life than that. Deep depressive slumps can last a long time but you can recover from them, and I mean it when I say that your circumstances sound like a salvageable and natural life experience. Please don’t give up my dear. It’s okay to cry, but you can make it! Take a deep breath and know that you can be okay!
Squeak squeak you make me happy!
mother bat ur unironically awesome. i remember reading posts of urs from years ago (i believe that was u?), it's cool to see you here
i struggle a lot with procrastination (doing it as we speak) and i recently lost a really major person in my life (not death, other stuff) and its hard without them lol. its almost pathetic
also worried abt my hrt coming from ukraine. it was shipped on feb 12, i like to think its just in customs. im gonna lose my mind if its not
Pathetic? What? Having a hard time moving on without someone important to you? That sounds reasonable, no matter how common. Don’t hurt yourself!
Tell me what you are putting off.
We all have to grow up. We all have things to do. It should feel no worse than every morning we got up for school as children , for which we had plenty of practice. The fact of the matter is, there are some things we must do, or we die, or things important to us die. If we don’t water our plants every day, they die! No skipping! This is not a casual matter.
i appreciate those words, i dont think i treated that person as great as i couldve but they always stuck with me and really helped me. i wish them the bst where they are
>Tell me what you are putting off.
just course work. it's really affecting me and its just me being lazy. more convenient to be here than to get stuff done.
you make it sound so serious but its just my course work and i cant get myself to do it. just now i finished it for a single class, it is almost morning already and im really not gonna get much sleep today because of it.
it's completely my fault but i dont know how to get out of this mindset of doing everything last minute (or now even further than that)
i appreciate your words a lot
im in insane debt and dealing with the realization that I have trauma from past sexual abuse and the world is shit. I want to kill myself but I can't bring myself to do it so I'm praying that the world goes into nuclear war and we all die (for the most part), a fast, painless death
Ah, perhaps you’re right. I do have a habit of extremism and dramaticism. Small goals! Think of your work as a march. Hi ho hi ho! One step at a time but you must keep marching! What is your next small goal?
Is it student debt?
start hormones i guess. should be relatively soon if everything goes okay
maybe get a gf or bf, i think it'd make everything more bearable to have someone significant and supporting
also, why do you stay on Any Forums? you seem well off and well adjusted, yet you visit such a place full of miserable people.
>I’ve failed college courses too! It feels horrendous doesn’t it?
yes, the worst part is my uni doesn't offer summer classes so I have to wait a year to take them again. I really want to finish my degree already but I just can't do it anymore. I hate everything about it. I hate my teachers, my classmates, the material, everything. I wish I could find a job that paid well + left me time to pursue my hobbies without a degree. But I'm not good at anything so I don't even know what I'd do for a living...I wish I could run away from all my problems :(
I also wish I loved myself more, all my life I've been afraid and ashamed of who I am and how others perceive me
I am mentally ill how do I get help
therapy costs money
When I think about what I have to do to become successful or even to fulfill my future goals it all feels so hopeless and terrifying. I just doubt myself that I can do it. It makes me want to give up and rot forever. I'm just so scared of it.
yea, an insanely debilitating amount of it