I thought transition would fix my depression but now that I've basically reached the end of it I'm just left completely...

I thought transition would fix my depression but now that I've basically reached the end of it I'm just left completely hollow and empty. I wake up and lay in bed doing nothing until I fall asleep and only eat food if my family brings it to me. Any other tranners deal with this? Any advice?

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The classic troon mistake of only focusing on transitioning and forgetting that you have to also work in other aspects of life in the meantime.

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I tried. Got a job, got a girlfriend, had plenty of time hobbies and plenty of money, went to therapy, tried a shit ton of different meds that I'm still on. None of that fixed anything so I figured I just needed to pass and all would be well but alas here I am.

Then you're probably just really fucked in the head, even when dysphoria is out of the equation, like many cis people.
I hope you get better soon, fren.

Been there. I'm not passing yet but struggling severely. Actually lost my gf and found family recently too, so I'm genuinely alone.

That being said, I know my brain tends to catastrophize by default all the time. Years of therapy hasn't helped much, but I did recently discover *why* I feel that way. In my case it was connected to neglect asap child. Now that I know the source I can address it with a therapist.

I'm also going to attend a series of hypnotherapy sessions to help as well. It's been known to help with largely involuntary things like addiction behavioral changes or in my case, the catastrophization.

Remember this though, the transition, career, everything else is a part of the process. You'll be doing self work for the rest of your life whether you're trans or not.

Lots of love, you aren't alone, okay? And as much as it seems hopeless, there is still hope. Even when you can't see it.

FYI, I personally avoid Any Forums because of the vitriol thrown at trans people in general here. I just randomly decided to come here and look and ... I saw this. I think it was randomly meant for us to chat like this Things do get better. Okay?

>Things do get better. Okay?
It's hard for me to personally believe this when despite improving things throughout my whole life my mental state has been a solid trajectory downwards.

maybe you should get a life

sounds like you have chronic depression

I'm the same way but I didn't even work on transition. I'm still boymoding six years in. I still don't know how to do makeup or dress myself femininely, and that's on top of having absolutely no life or goals for one.

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christ youre retarded
i hate boy moders

I don't pass anyway so it's not like it matters.

Don't think I already tried that?

christ people like you are pathetic and deserve all your misery
no most people here dont even leave their house

Had a job and a girlfriend and great friends and hobbies I did every day. But it was literally physically painful to keep doing anything so I eventually stopped and now I'm a pathetic slug.

I deserve my misery because testosterone fucked me beyond saving before I ever had a chance to stop it?

Are you hormone levels okay? Also liver enzymes, vitamins, all that stuff?

bump

work at Starbucks and stop complaining

get a hobby, don't just lay there doing nothing
fix the things in your life that can be fixed
there you go

Find a tiny speck to get up in a momrning, even if it it is something like going to the bathroom.

Then dont lay down for the rest of the day. Go for a walk, play some games, anything even if you're not even in the mood for it.
You achieved one dream, now try to search for more to achieve.

Not american.