Im gonna fucking kill myself

i cant im too fucking stupid to transition im literally fucking braindead i struggle wtih basic tasks im forced to detransition because i CANT FIGURE OUT HOW TO WORK A FUCKING SYRINGE. A SYRINGE!!!!!!!!! WHY THE FUCK AM I SO STUPID???????? IM LITERALLY HONDOSING MYSELF AT 4MG EV EVERY 5 DAYS BECAUSE I CANT DRAW ENOUGH LIQUID INTO MY SYRINGE FOR SOME REASON!!!! why cant i do something as simple as drawing medication from a syringe? am i really going to be a man forever because im too retarded to do such a simple task???? should i just kill myself? i cant do anything right.

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Go to a fucking doctor jfc that’s why they’re there

bottom brain.

Just draw more, retard.
I use 100unit 1ml insulin syringes. I need to inject 18 units, so I would draw 18 and when switching to the injecting needle I would notice that just before injecting I would get only 16 units. So, I started drawing 20 units, and after changing the needle and preparing everything for injecting I would get 18 units, which is just the amount I need.

no im not allowed to go outside bcs my boomer family is controlling and deathly afraid of covid

I CANT I LITERALLY CANT IM ALREADY PULLING THE PLUNGER ALL THE WAY TO THE END OF THE SYRINGE AND I CAN ONLY MANAGE TO GET 5MG OF EV TOPS

>ALL THE WAY TO THE END OF THE SYRINGE
Wtf?
How big is your syringe? Can you post a pic of it? How are you calculating the amount of EV?

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my EV is 10mg/ml so I wanna draw at least 0.7ml but I can only go up to 0.5 tops

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just how retarded do you have to be to fail at loading a syringe? it's not fucking hard.

like youre too weak or what
bottoms

I think I see the problem.
You have to draw the same amount of air before inserting it in the vial. Then, you inject the air into the vial, and start drawing until the desired amount.
It's still not done yet, as it probably still has a lot of air inside the syringe after you drawed that first time, so you have to push the plunger in until all of the air in the syringe goes back into the vial. Now, you can pull the plunger again and only E will enter the syringe.

Also, remember that the tip of the neddle has to be within the liquid at all times.

IM FUCKING SORRY OK I WISH I WASNT SO STUPID THAT I LITERALLY CANT DOSE MYSELF CORRECTLY

no i just run out of space like the plunger goes way up until the end of the syringe and i cant draw any liquid anymore

im drawing from an ampule not a vial

PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I DONT WANT TO BE HONDOSED ANYMORE PLEASE STOP INSULTING ME I KNOW IM A RETARD LITERALLY EVERY BASIC TASK IS COMPLICATED FOR ME BECAUSE MY BRAIN DOESNT WORK

bottom

its not funny im so stupid i literally cant do anything right in my life i cant even use a syringe im never going to survive on my own my life is in shambles im gonna kms

>inb4 transbian

not really but what does my sexual orientation have to do with how stupid and incapable i am in performing basic tasks?????? can someone please help me please please please

Hey! You're spiraling. Now here's what you're going to do; you're going to rise to the occasion. Using a syringe/finding a vein isn't something that's impossible to do, go down the street and ask a local junkie how it's done. Just find some courage and get the job done.

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Are you actually drawing all the content from the ampule? How much volume is it in those ampules you are buying?

i draw like most of it i guess??? its 1ml per ampule but it only fills it up until 0.5ml for some reason

i said i cant go outside

You just need someone to take over and control these things for you...

yes these things only happen when i am left unsupervised i really need a reliable independent adult to take care of me and make decisions for me in my life or else i will literally die but everyone leaves me because they get tired of taking care of someone who is essentially a helpless 21yo daughter