The troon threads give off a despairing energy, it's fucked up. Be honest, are you happy? Any of you? This whole place feels like an abyss, you can just feel it, maybe it's just me.
I feel like, even if you do transition and pass and whatever, you'll never feel whole, because it's not your gender that's the issue, it's something much deeper that you're lacking. Basically, you're all empty husks and are destined to be miserable.
well the happy ones of us aren't going to be on Any Forums
shopped vibes
happy people dont go on tttt
duh
this. although im pretty happy and i come here for laughs occasionally
You're probably right...
Then again boobies
good point..
I think the problem is, you're all loners irl. Maybe it's more of a Any Forums thing than a tranny thing, but something just feels off about this place, more so than other boards. I'm talking specifically about the troon stuff, keep in mind, not the board itself, although most of this shit consists of troon threads anyway.
I find solace in knowing other people are struggling just like I am, everybody irl presents themselves as if they've got it all figured out and they never show weakness, that's why Any Forums is so comforting
Lots of crazy people here but I totally understand you. I went through a lot of shitty things which most of the people here havent, I wanted to transition back in 2012 with the little info I had about it and the little money I saved, but I had bigger problems and end up being a late transitioner, from there it took me several years of effort on voice training, working out, learning about hormones, learning how to dress and make up. Also I have always been alone all those years, no friends, no parents support. Anybody in my situation right now would probably be happy because I have money, I pass most of the time. But I just cant be happy, being alone so long, not ever having a bf, I hate my body because I never got to grow boobs or hips or ass, my face barely ever changed, and I put so much effort in everything it feels unfair
Ya i definitely am
I have my roommates that i hang out with once a week and a friend i see once every 2 months otherwise im all online
I don't think many people that trooned and browse tttt led fulfilling lives before transitioning
maybe only speaking for myself, but I was bored with life and figured I was agp and feminine, and it might be fun. How much worse could it get mentality, I guess
im happier than i have ever been, but at the end of the day im still sad a lot
i think im just a sad person idk
that too, my brain rewards me with warm fuzzies when I indulge in those thoughts so why not
I'm living an okayish life, but will visit this board when I'm sad and I think a lot of trannies here are doing the same thing, which makes the whole trans thing seem more miserable than it actually is.
Sounds like an addiction.
I think you'd be better off integrating it in less extreme ways. Ditch the identity obsession and just do what feels right, no faking it.
I had a chance to make things right. and it's not because I'm trans, but because of my own decisions that I fucked it up. I don't think I'll ever really be happy again. I miss her too much for that, and above all I miss myself when I thought things would be okay. but I don't have any hate or blame in my heart. to be perpetually unhappy is probably a sin too, but. it's much less of a burden to others, as long as you suffer with grace.
for me personally the two major events in the last three or so yrs of my life (19/college sophomore abt to leave school indefinitely) were accepting that the tranny thoughts which started when i was ten weren't going away, and basically everything i enjoyed in life getting washed away by covid in my last semester of high school which i completed in the awful isolation of the suburb that i'm from.
the interplay between both of these things has im pretty sure ruined my life and mind beyond repair
i knew abt /tttt/ for a long while, but never posted until recently (yes yes im a bit of a newfag whatever). misery inexorably loves company and i deeply think i'm beyond saving, so having my worst fears, doubts, and hatred of myself be reflected by the other that is a cathartic relief which nowhere else provides.
i may be feeding off all of it for further self destruction, but i never rlly have seen a future in which i get better, not for a long, long time. anything to the contrary just sounds like a lie
Im happy. I still come back here on and off because im stealth and this is my outlet. Nice to see the new trannies that will pass well and also get my anger out against hons and transbians who have done such a fantastic job pulling the public perception of trannies even further into the sewer. Fuck you transbian rapehons :D
I’m not sure I’m truly happy but pretty much every day I’m happier than the day before and that’s been going on for a while so that’s something
Yeah COVID is the other big thing. It happened to hit right when I was to graduate college and so having a wonky launch and unstable position in life is much more par for the course than usual. Comparing yourself to others is dangerous but particularly so now, so I try to do it as little as possible
ive never been happy but im def less miserable and more optimistic since coming out and getting on hrt, feels like im making the right moves but things take time
>I will never have hips and waist like that
why live
happiness is a choice
and troons here dont know that
t. happy proudhon