Every time I talk to someone new and she doesn't become my wife, it just feels like wasted time and effort. I am running out of years and my years are running out of days and when I spend a few days getting along famously with someone new and think "this is it, it's finally happening" and then she drops me for some lame reason or another, I'm like "why the fuck did you even bother speaking to me at all if you weren't gonna try to make it work?" I am DYING. We are ALL DYING. The world is going to shit, I'm going to shit, you're going to shit, I'm willing to drive but gas prices are going to shit, every day I spend playing these fucking mind games is one less day with my future beloved. WE'RE ON THE FUCKING CLOCK HERE. I don't want friends. I don't want someone who might fuck me if she's ever in the area four years from now. I want someone to spend the rest of my life with so I can feel like it all MEANT SOMETHING. Everything I have ever done is without worth because I am still alone. All my hobbies and experiences were just me killing time, wasting my breath, counting down the heartbeats until my last, like an overly complex version of sitting in a solitary prison cell bouncing a ball against the wall to stave off insanity.
Every time I talk to someone new and she doesn't become my wife, it just feels like wasted time and effort...
youre deranged. report yourself to local police.
yeah i've no idea why anyone wouldn't want to spend the end of the world with a whiney loser, it makes absolutely no sense
In a way I get that, just want to have a wife and family in the end
You seem like a nice guy, just keep trying and I’m sure you’ll find a girl who’ll love you
I have already like five times. And they all live a few hours away and are completely unwilling to even attempt to close the gap. Nobody else sees the world through my lens, they all think they have all the time in the world to wait for a perfect partner to just show up living in the house next door so they don't have to get up from their gamer chair to have a relationship. I'll drive my ass there. But that won't happen. You find people who you can effortlessly converse with for 8 hours and not even realizing how much time has passed, but they won't be in your town. They will never be local. If you want local, you're gonna end up making sacrifices in other ways and end up with someone who ISN'T perfect for your personality, for convenience.
I'll drive my ass there for the initial visits. I'll pay for the plane ticket for her to come visit. I'll be the guy with a house and a stable job and she can just move in with me if it works out. None of these people I've met have anything to lose by sticking around being a neet in Bumfuck, Nowhere, and they have everything to gain by trying something new. But it isn't enough. It's never enough. Everyone is spoiled by amazon and door dash and hookup apps bringing them everything they want at a moment's notice, and they think there's some magical fucking force field keeping them locked indoors until the memedemic is over, even though there's nobody actually enforcing any covid rules and never was.
The jews really fucking won. We're gonna be living in 3 square meter pods in five years and get all our experiences "outside" the pod via VR brain implants, because nobody wants to GET THE FUCK OUT THERE AND TRY TO LIVE.
unironically get a life and personality or at least interests/passions first or else no one will want you. i dont want to marry some guy who just wants a wife and nothing else
I do it's just not relevant to this conversation. I have plenty of life experiences and the only problem is none of them resulted in a lasting relationship. It's just me doing shit alone because I'm bored, and then when it's over and the dopamine goes away I regret doing it at all because there was nobody around to share it with.
do you have autism?
well, yeah. I thought that was a given.
are you that fucking midget that trannies wont give the time of the day? get lost fag
I know exactly what you mean, brother. You're not alone. These Twitter people will never understand.
As a manmoder every time I talk to a guy I feel guilty for wasting his time cause I'm not a girl even though I pretend to be one online
>You're not alone.
actually he's extremely alone LMAO
Checked, gottem.
It's ok. I'm autistic too, and I met my fiance a few months ago on tinder. We knew pretty quickly that there wasn't anyone better out there for either of us, so we decided to quit looking.
Every Friday I pick her up from uni about 45 minutes away, take her to my house (I'm a neet living with my family, but I do have a BBA and I sent in a job application yesterday), then I take her back on Sunday.
I got insanely lucky, but I had already made peace with being alone for the rest of my life. That's one of the things that made it work.
>Every time I talk to someone new and she doesn't become my wife, it just feels like wasted time and effort.
You're not entitled to the romantic and sexual affections of women. If you don't appreciate their platonic friendship, why should they care about you? Do you really love them, or do you just want to cross sex and marriage off of your stupid bucket list? It seems to me like you're more afraid of death in this post. Stop treating women as objects to make a wife out of using "time and effort" and just socialize normally, do what you want, live your life, and relationships should come naturally. Go to therapy
That sounds awesome but also you're describing it kind of like you settled for each other. Which is fine. But I've made connections that don't feel like settling at all, we were both crazy about each other each time (or they were lying to me) and I don't put the effort in if I don't get that kind of connection because I don't want anything less than the best. And I don't mean a hot girl out of my league, I mean someone I ENJOY being around, who I would actually love, because I don't want to be one of those fucking boomers complaining about his wife. It's just every time I get this feeling, the other person encounters the slightest logistical obstacle and doesn't want to try to overcome it even with my help.
OP isnt autistic. OP is textbook neurotic, has some laundry list of things to do and is scared to death he wont be able to do them lol.
>hurr durr just be friends to women and they'll fuck you eventually
Nice try but I learned that lesson ages ago you stupid faggot. If you try to be their friend first, that's all you'll ever be. You have to make it clear that your intentions are more than that from the start or they will not see you in a romantic context.
And that isn't what's standing in my way anyway. It's that nobody around me in my physical location is worth my time, and the people who are truly compatible with me are few and far between, and all of them trip over the first pebble in their way to being with me and take a dive like a european soccer player, and claim they broke their leg and it's over.
I'd just like to point out that if this were a girl or a MTF making this thread, she would have dozens of volunteers trying to make her happy right now. But since it's a man, it's "you're neurotic, go to therapy."
more like she'd have a couple schizos dropping their discords, hoping to chat and exchange nudes for a few weeks before they ghost her for acting like a bpd psycho