I fucking hate being a tranny

That is all.

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I try my best to rationalise positives but it's a pretty empty compromise that falls apart when you give it any thought.
Being trans fucking sucks.

You mean BEING a tranny or having to go through the process of becoming a trans ?

> becoming a trans
most people with dysphoria are born with this shit. Even if you transition, pass, integrate into society… you will never bear children, never have the childhood you wanted. You see how strangers treat you before you started passing, and suddenly everyone being nice nowadays seems fake. Is our appearance all we’re worth to society? Are we just tolerated because cissies don’t have to notice us?

parents disown us, friends distance themselves from us, we have to waste half a decade or more to just begin feeling comfortable as ourselves.

Even in the best case scenario, being trans is hellish at times. cis people really do take their gender for granted; they won’t ever have to even think about some of the shit we have to go through.

we are bearers of the curse

mood

Munch keyed af

stop trying to make "keyed" happen, peener.

>You see how strangers treat you before you started passing, and suddenly everyone being nice nowadays seems fake. Is our appearance all we’re worth to society?
cis women constantly go through similar realizations upon hitting puberty and getting boobs, losing or gaining weight, having kids, and getting older. it hurts, but in the end, this life is all you got

idt that's the same...one is freakish and unlovable to most ppl and the other isn't. we drew a short straw to end up in the former group
but yeah, maybe the urge to give up is premature

absolutely not implying that the average normie girl has as hard a time as you, but rather, trying to offer the comforting idea that although it can seem like love and acceptance are very conditional, you can still find and appreciate good things about life and other people after that kind of bleak realization. maybe what I was trying to do was offer the idea that it isn't just each individual against the world, but a lot of different people occasionally having the same complex feelings and struggles

same, this stupid bullshit has cost me so many people, I am so fucking lonely

positives:
- you aren’t your agab;
- you go through a debilitating journey that will teach you how shallow people are;
- you’ll know empathy;
negatives:
- you want to be different from your agab cause you are trans;
- breakdowns over mismatched gender;
- bdd;
- can’t have kids as your chosen gender;
- paranoia over being a liar and a faker;
- brainworms;
- possible dissociation and stuff like that;
[…]

just finished my daily cry about being a tranny, going to get blind drunk now

then stop being one?

yeah

that has got to be the stupidest advice given by anybody ever

saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame

yeah :(

i sort of agree
>it isn't just each individual against the world, but a lot of different people occasionally having the same complex feelings and struggles

one of the roommates i live w/ (for context, cisf and obese) also obv has body image issues and stuff. but she still doesn't get at all that's she'll always be more valuable than me in a lot of ways for her status as a real woman who can give birth. even if the issues r similar, no one who isn't a tranny can relate or will even bother actually trying to ime and it just hurts a lot

fwiw, I won't pretend to understand exactly what it's like, but I care and I'm sorry and I wish you didn't have to hurt