Are shrooms a good way to determine if I actually want to start HRT...

Are shrooms a good way to determine if I actually want to start HRT? A friend grows them and I keep going back and forth trying to decide what I actually want :/

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no because your day-to-day life is whats on the table

sex and drugs = autogynophilia

Why do you think shrooms can help you decide?

Shrooms wouldn't be a good barometer anyway.

Each time you trip on them, you get a different result. Factor in dosage, along with the time, setting, and your current mood, and there's just too many variables.

I meant too many variables to extrapolate anything meaningful.

I'm hoping shrooms can help me take a deeper look inside myself to determine what I actually desire. I'm hoping if I find out its what I actually want it'll be the push I need to do it.

I'm just very scared and don't really have anyone to guide me through my feelings

Sex sex sex sex sex drugs drugs sex drugs do the shrooms

I'm literally doing the same thing and I can report back in two weeks to see what the machine elves said.

Lmao I’m getting them today and will be doing them this week. You’ll be too late user.

0.5g = You'll probably just feel giddy.

1.0g = Paintings will look more interesting. Light (especially sunlight) will look pretty and inviting. Music will take on an other-worldly quality (Think Wuthering Heights by Kate Bush). You'll feel really positive, like you're wrapped in a blanket of pure warmth. Some people just describe this as Euphoria.

You maaaay start to see some visual patterns if you close your eyes. Also, if you close your eyes, you will feel a disconnection from your body; like you're no longer in the place you were in before closing your eyes and like your body is just a warm ball of light.

At 1.0g, this dissociation from your body when you close your eyes might give you the headspace to think about what you want and you'll be cognizant enough to ask yourself questions and write down any answers you come up with.

1.5g = Don't know if there's a difference. Depending on your height and weight, you might need 1.5g to achieve what you'd normally get from 1.0g

2.0g = This is where things get murky and your emotions will start to "bubble up". In addition to visual hallucinations (paintings move, objects appear to "breathe", and you see a kaleidoscope of lights when you close your eyes), you might laugh or cry uncontrollably, or even both at the same time.

Usually, something that has been bothering you, but you don't want to think about, will come to the surface and you'll be able to confront it and usually be able to move on afterwards. That "something" might be the question on your mind or something else. Either way, you'll be left with many insightful thoughts.

As a side note, when people talk about bad trips on shrooms, I strongly believe those occur when that "something" they tried to confront, overwhelmed their emotions and gave them anxiety.

3.0g - 7.0g = Not enjoyable and you might run into "Ego Death".

of course you're a fucking lightweight. absolutely insufferable.
op you need to drone strike your ego and build back better as an atomized entity free from your prior misconceptions. de-spook yourself. 5g should get it done or 25mg of 4-aco-dmt, alternatively