I don’t have issue with gay people, but I can’t handle the idea of being a man with a man. I have gender dysphoria, but am going to have to manmode forever, so the world will always know me as a man who likes men
I’m really struggling with this. I can’t accept my body and I can’t accept how people see me either, so I just end up sad and a hermit
I’m not that bad. I just self-hate. I wouldn’t call someone else slurs and I don’t care if I date a bi man or woman
you skip right over
>am going to have to manmode forever
like that isn't hell
in your place i'd go after that and try to solve it (honestly in your place idk how i could *live* that way without going insane but)
Try therapy
Don’t have another option at this point
i mean, you said that much, but why don't you have another option?
Can’t pass. Gonna end up being a complete mess with transitioning because of my severe anxiety. It’s just not going to be pretty and I will be a gigahon with zero confidence.
It’s just not a good idea
hahaha funny thing that
you don't
What is the difference between gender dysphoria and internalized homophobia? How do you know those feelings are caused by different things?
If your body was that of a woman, you wouldn't be seen as gay for liking men.
If you were socially seen as a woman, you wouldn't be seen as gay for liking men, and therefore would be exempted from negative feedback due to perceived homosexuality
just seems like different ways of phrasing the same issue but instead making the issue internal vs external in origin
you should take a week and accept that you're going to transition. just pretend it's going to happen and take small steps to get closer. see how much your anxiety is still around afterward