Does meta-attraction exist or did Blanchard make it up

I'm pretty sure I am unless I'm doing some crazy mental gymnastics to avoid admitting to myself that I like men

What do you think about marrying a man and being his wife? Would you enjoy going on a honeymoon with him and being romanced? How would you feel if he opened a jar for you? What about if you were scared, would you take comfort in his embrace?

Yeah it exists and it describes the feelings I've had since I was 12-13 years old
I've always had a really weird sexuality
Like as a teenager I could look at gay porn to test myself and after the first few times where I felt cold from shock and shame and empty inside with fear, I would get aroused and become erect but I could never masturbate to it
It's the same way now, seeing male bodies makes me aroused but I can't masturbate to it, I need to fantasise about having a female body and that I'm having sex with him in order to orgasm
For me it's essentially a false form of attraction and if I were to be with a man irl I'd feel disgust and shame and would hate it

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I don't know what the point of asking that is unless you're trying to make me fantasise about it for some reason
Obviously it makes me feel good and I fantasise about some of those things very often although marriage is a bit too much for me

The point is that "meta-attraction" is usually defined as being purely sexual without any romantic elements. If you fantasize about these more romantic elements than calling you meta-attracted may be a misnomer. You might seriously benefit from a relationship with a man.

that's difficult to answer because I really like the fantasy of what your describing. I love the idea of being someone's wife and them doing nice things for me. But idk how I would feel about it if it ever really happened. I think cuddling with a man would probably gross me out. I feel more romantically attracted to women but I guess part of me doesn't like that because "men like women" and I dont want to like things men like.

No it's not, I've posted about romantic meta attraction for years
There's a huge non sexual component to meta attraction just like there's a huge non sexual component to AGP in general
I fantasise about having a boyfriend and being intimate together practically every night because it makes me feel so good and helps when I'm stressed and unable to sleep

Well, AGP is basically the idea of falling in love with this ideal woman in your head and thus trying to become her. Meta attraction is the idea that the ideal woman in your head is straight, and thus you yourself basically perform an attraction to men even if you aren't turned on by the male body because you're instead attracted by the idea of performing femininity the way you think the ideal woman should.

huh?

Is that not normal for cis women?

>be AGP
>go into town to go to my local used bookstore and am waiting at the bus stop for the bus back home
>suddenly see two tall 'chads' walking past with their shirts off, only wearing shorts
>it's near a beach so it's not weird
>start staring at them and start feeling aroused
>3 seconds later start thinking about the fact that I'm aroused
>suddenly get more aroused because I felt like a woman checking out two guys
Subconscious and conscious meta attraction in action

I am turned on by thought of being a woman, but I also am definitely sexually attracted to real men and not faceless penises. I see a cute guy and I get hot at the thought of him taking my clothes off and forcing my head down on his dick.

FYI, meta attraction is using the idea of a faceless penis in your fantasies to get yourself off. It's attraction to having sex as a girl but revulsion to men in practice. It might apply to some AGPs but not to me.