What goes on inside someone who is gender dysphoric? Apart from any sexual fetish (which most of you have), what causes you to be so depressed about your physical appearance?
What goes on inside someone who is gender dysphoric? Apart from any sexual fetish (which most of you have)...
David Williams
Chase Fisher
Camden Ortiz
I always acted really effeminately, I found some straight guys really hot and they rejected me. It made me feel bad to get rejected. I took some pills and had a little surgical nip n' tuck and now they don't reject me as much. Feels so much better now!
Eli White
it's not even my appearance or my existence in a sexual or social context, those all seem like secondary issues that stem from a fundamental physical or proprioceptive dissatisfaction with my own body in some way that apparently hinged on sexually dimorphic traits and the associated chemical balance
Jonathan Lee
>straight people
>transwomen
>STRAIGHT
>PEOPLE
Gavin Turner
honestly this is such a delicious explanation of the trannies who say "Being a x sucks, who wouldn't give up everything to be y gender?"
Kevin Taylor
Yeah I look like a woman now but happen to have a penis so straight guys are ok with it. Sorry you are alone I guess.
Michael Miller
>What goes on inside someone who is gender dysphoric?
you grow up in a normie christian nuclear family with an older brother, you fantasize about being a fem girl since you're 4-6 years old, then by 11-12 you figure out you're not supposed to do that, so you stop. Socializing with girls stops because they start being weird around you, most boys are angry assholes who desperately need attention but can't get it without being hurtful to you.
You continue trying not to think about being a girl, but you still have a fascination with how girls do stuff, how they act, what they get to wear and do. You do your best to pretend to be a straight normal dude, you find some nerd friends, they talk about porn, sex, jerking off - you don't entirely understand what they're talking about because you haven't touched yourself in that way ever (you're like 14).
You don't know how to dress or act like a 15-16 year old guy and you're a walking cringefest, you look andro and try to keep long hair, you're told to have a haircut and you hate it.
You do your best to push the girl thoughts out of your brain, but it always comes back, and lately it's like gotten sexual.
That's like first 16-17 years
Josiah Hernandez
I was strange and dysfunctional as a child, bullied a lot and depressed often, and thinking I'll grow up to be like my mommy and other weird gender stuff like that. When puberty hit my brain started telling me I should have a vagina and other female body traits. Started wearing rolling up socks to feel like I had real breasts. Hated myself for my freaky fantasies due to fear of unaccepting parents and being a freak. Tried being straight but felt sick at the thought of PIV sex. Tried being gay but felt sad at the thought of a man touching my flat chest or not having a vagina.
Im not really sure what to say. I didn't ask for any of this, my brain did it on its own. I tried to be normal. What was I supposed to do?
transitioned now and passing
Liam Davis
uh yeah wow that's me pretty much
Mason Foster
Or they do it for love that they can't have
Julian Walker
what?
Kayden Ramirez
straight guys rejected me before I transitioned
Aiden Wood
>hear other boys joke about gross terms like choking the chicken
>burping the worm
>jerking off
>utterly confused but start figuring it out
>realize you've been doing it all wrong
Julian Powell
>>jerking off
>>utterly confused but start figuring it out
>>realize you've been doing it all wrong
?
Nolan Edwards
I was rubbing myself or going prone on my bed. So none of those euphemisms made any sense to me.
Adrian Collins
oh you mean like a girl would do? if so, me too lol
Logan Perez
continued
by 17 you're less androgynous, you resemble an ok fresh twink by that age and you start to have issues with depression and depersonalization. You tend to drift off into some internal space and be disconnected from the stuff that's happening around you; you prefer to dream up situations and spend your time there - brain fog when not in this state gets worse as well.
You go to parties and want to socialize, but 90% of the time you get blackout drunk and act in an embarrassing manner. In 3-4 years this turns morphs into a habit of drinking during lesser social occasions, then with no occasions whatsoever, alone at home.
You may have also attempted to be with a girl by the time you're 17, because you thought that your longing to be a woman could be "fixed" by dating, but you felt much worse after. Maybe you got some appreciation from the male community for finally being able to look as a male human being by the time you reached this age, but you feel like a fraud, this isn't what you want to be or do, but being trans is embarrassing and you don't wanna be trans anyway, you wanna be a "real" woman, so what's even the point of thinking about this?! Drop it and be normal for the love of god.
You go into your 20s with your depression turning into a constant problem in your life, the drinking problem stays, as does the depersonalization, as does feeling like a fake. Couple of years of therapy helped with suicidal tendencies, but haven't helped with feeling completely empty inside. You got a better job, got better pay, socialized (though much-much less than before), you stayed functional through your substance abuse issues but you're not getting any better, you're getting worse
Anthony Sullivan
I always find it interesting how many of us end up learning masturbation prone i just never got how guys could do it the normal way....
Jacob Robinson
If this story ends with repressing until 36 and turning into a bitter old hon with nothing left but sadness and regret, then I'm gonna say fuck you, leave Any Forums for at least 8 hours, and cry myself to sleep again tonight.
Mason Campbell
yeah exactly. even though I didn't know that at the time. it just felt like the normal way to do it.
thankfully avoided any parties or substance abuse or dating girls because I was just that much of a loser lol