every single day all I do is sit on my computer hunched over seething non-stop over cisoids or passoids, crying, and contemplating suicide
Every single day all I do is sit on my computer hunched over seething non-stop over cisoids or passoids, crying...
same
leave this site
leave social media
>leave this site
this board is my only friend
your only friend is bipolar and screams at you how ugly you are right after complimenting you
leaving doesn't have to be forever, but if staying is worse for you than taking leave, your choice should be clear
this board is not intrinsically conducive to real life accomplishment
my mental health went to shit after i found this board
I think you are better off without this "friend" sometimes you gotta cut ties.
I sometimes leave for a month or so and I get worse
I don't wanna be alone
user, do you have anyone you can talk to?
i mean really talk to, in real life- a real person that's not hiding behind a screen
no
do you have anyone that hides under a screen but that isn't from hell?
maybe you should get off the computer then
life is not always kind, for some it's rarely kind
humans are social creatures and we need to have healthy interaction grounded in reality to lead a fulfilling and meaningful life
this board is not grounded in reality
i am not that person you can talk to, at least in the long term, but i can listen to you if you want to talk; i hope this is worth at least something
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no
then I just stare at my wall seething
>humans are social creatures and we need to have healthy interaction grounded in reality to lead a fulfilling and meaningful life
I can't socialise
>but i can listen to you if you want to talk; i hope this is worth at least something
sorry but I don't like these kind of offers
it sounds like you need to find someone to talk to so you don't keep your feelings bottled up and stew in misery
it's ok that said someone isn't me, and i wish you strength in finding that person
please try to find that person, because they almost never just find you
leave this website and get a boyfriend holy shit
same. i hate myself. ii cant tell anything about anyone and i dont undsrstand how my body or face looks and i dont think i ever will but i know in my soul i will never pass but i also know in my heart i have a chance but also i know in my brain that maybe with ffs and a little luck and some effort maybe i could pass but i also know in my eyes that i’ll never pass. i have no feminine features. i am ugly. my skull is gigantic. i will go on hrt anyways. i will ruin my body anyways. i will disappoint my parents anyways. i will be a pariah anyways. i will rope anyways. but until then i need some hope so i will boymode maybe i guess
saying 'if you want to talk' doesn't really help me talk since I cna't just blurt things out
i was gonna send you my discord silly
[s]test[/s]
c_bubbles#6330
that's good rant the fuck out of everything to someone.
I think that's the goal one day.