Hi

hi
apparently i was not successful last night
i woke up a couple of hours later and threw up black stuff on myself
all of my organs hurt so bad, i think something is shutting down
i'm so fucking stupid i deserve to have done it right
i'm sorry for making another stupid thread
i think i'm going to go back to sleep soon

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Who

idk, i'm sorry
i made a thread last night

What did you od on? Call a doctor please

aaaah go to a fucking hospital

i don't know, kinda just everything, mostly iron supplements, sleeping pills and stuff
i'm fine

call emergency services, you clearly didnt manage to kill yourself and will just be in needless pain
better get over the shame now instead of in 3 days

i think i'll either get better, or i'll eventually die
and i'm kinda fine with either of those, i hate doctors

i somehow dont believe u

i've slowly started feeling better, i stopped dry heaving a while ago
i think i'll be fine
i think i'm going to try and stay alive for at least a month now

>i hate
me too, doesnt change that you need them sometimes

how are you feeling about stuff now (ignoring the organ failure)? are you hungry, have you eaten?

doctors have almost killed me multiple times because they are incompitent
i hate them with all that i can, and i'd rather die than crawl to one for help
physically i feel horrible
mentally i feel just nothing, i feel stupid, but honestly better than usual
i don't really want to eat anything, tho i can't say i'm rly a big eater usually so meh
whenever i try to drink water i throw up

try focusing on your breathing if you aren't already, sleeping pills can really fuck with your breathing and oxygen deprivation is only gonna make this all the worse. you should also force yourself to eat something or the iron supplements will fuck you up although at this point thats more damage control than anything.

you probably will be fine unless you went full retard on paracetamol or retinol vitamin a (not carotene)

i'm doing the breathing stuff, partially cause i low level feel like i'm gonna vomit
i'll try and eat but i'll probably throw up, gonna have an up and go
you seem smart, do you think i've killed an organ?
there was some paracetamol :/

i doubt it. your probably still gonna have a hell of a bad time though

why?
also could i have actually have even been successful, or was i just being rly stupid?

Go to the ER. Dying from organ failure is excruciatingly painful.

i feel fine, i don't want to see a doctor

maybe if you got unlucky. regardless of how successful you mighta been this was still stupid. your alive though so take it as a learning experience.