MEF permeates every second of my walking life. I was on Estrogen, then I got a job, and started chatting with this guy, we got along decently well. Then I was like, shit, we're bros. Then I remembered I was on female hormones, and thought to myself, how can I have a male friend when Im doing this to myself.
Fast forward a few weeks at work, and a cute girl looks at me as I'm walking down the streets. Now, I've never actually imagined having sex with a girl because I'm mono-agp, but I thought to myself "wow, it would be nice to *do* something with her." Not necessarily sexual, but an instinct of wanting to interact with her more than casually.
Anyway I think being at home all day increases my MEF and makes me less human overall. Like I don't know friendship or relationships, I stay at home all day. Even the fact I'm making this thread is a proof of my obsession, since I'm analyzing basic human relationships from the point of view of a fetish within the /agpagpagpagp/ board
What do you want to do with the cute girl though? I’m monoAGP as well, and I’ve always been able to see a woman and go, “Wow I’d fuck her.” Not just in person, but online as well. But then, I don’t actually want to fuck her. The “fucking” is just common language used by most people when they get these feelings, but in my case it wouldn’t be accurate. I do see her as a target of arousal but the form of relief is fantasies about *being* her instead of any sort of penetrative sex. Still, I mentally think of it as “fucking” because going “wow I sure would like to become an exact clone of this person I find attractive to reach orgasm” is a bit clunky.
also milda7 is cringe and weird but I coomed to it before
Christopher Wright
I feel like kissing and touching her.
Dominic Thomas
Not really. Most AGP are attracted to femininity. Go to /r/MEFetishism and you will see most are actually gay bottoms. It's not HSTS either, and I don't even know if they are "trans" Their "AGP" is actually kind of a coping mechanism because they don't want to admit they are gay.
Joseph Hughes
>degenerate fantasies are amplified by alienation and too much free time, but decrease when met with normal societal interactions and norms in the real world
