did you spend this weekend alone in your country?
Did you spend this weekend alone in your country?
No, I spent it here
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yes and its getting tougher
i thought getting older would make it easier but unfortunately its not. i dread the weekend and i long for the work week now, and i fucking hate myself
I attended a birthday party
My friend cancelled last minute
Yes, no human interaction at all
I know this is considered a bad thing but I genuinely enjoy solitude
I've been out running errands and buying stuff I need. Alone with Rotting Christ on the car stereo.
I live with my girlfriend so no. I miss having friends, part of me feels even lonelier than ever.
Some people are not made for the alone life.
I'm 34, NEET and have zero friends. I've been alone for over 15 years except meeting my parents during Christmas a few times.
It gets easier as I age but my youth was hard.
im 26 so i hope it will get better soon. i think if i was a NEET id kms, but i get not everyone feels that way
I bought a motorcycle this weekend (not picrel).
I tried but my friend called me at 1am so I went to a few clubs
I worked at Coop and after that Clas Ohlson when I was 18-24. I'm the opposite if you. Everyday at work I just wanted to get back home and escape the normal world.
I know that feel bro. I moved to a different country and live with my gf. My German is getting better though and I hope I can make friends in the future.
Yes, and I wouldn't have it any other way
>6th year of Uni
>too paralyzed by cowardice to do anything
>hired tutors last semester
>froze and didn't go to my exams
>said that no matter what I'll make it this summer
>literally didn't open/read a single book/notes
>every single day I said "I'll do it tomorrow"
>every 3 days I'd sit down, order takeout and go "right, last big meal" and watch one of my "life changing" movies
>ffw
>a week left until exams start and I've studied nothing
>typing this as I'm waiting for the takeout and trying to find a movie through my 10TBs of already consoooomed movies to "give me a push"
I don't know what's wrong with me. Time has no meaning anymore. I was going through my orders in the app and found one that I was sure I made a week ago. Turns out it was ~3 weeks back. I live in a Hell of my own design. I accepted long ago that I'm a friendless KHV, but this cowardice is getting too much. I can't even maintain a set attitude. I go from sad to ecstatic in the span of a few hours. I cannot commit to even being a depressed faggot. I feel like a broken robot whose lights flicker inconsistently all the time.
My Birthday was in the 14th of July. Said I'd change my ways then. I didn't. A week or so passed. I came across a show that really got to me. I decided to binge it across two days. I ordered sweets, drank like a fish, I got pizzas, gyros, etc. I tried to get it all out of my system. Wanna know what happened? Nothing. I had a month to get my act together and I again did nothing. I wasted literally 2 months since I failed my last exams. And I'm here again.
I'm such a coward that it's not even funny or sad anymore. It's just weird.
i drank with a friend
Just drop out, why are you even bothering to keep at this? Just get a simple job and move on.
How do you unironically make friends past high school?
No but I wish I did
I was watching the pokemon world championship