Existence

What keeps you going?

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My mother finding my body. That's really about it. I'm pretty stupid so I probably fuck up my suicide and leave myself mangled beyond repair for the rest of my life

Season 3 of Spice & Wolf soon

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Innate fear of death and pain. I fear dying more than I fear living (although it's pretty close).

A promise of a trip that I think will never happen and the person who promised me left me alone, I'll probably do it alone anyway, I want to believe that everything will be better in the future but it seems that it will not.

It's fun to observe the state of the world

General apathy. I dont really care about what's going on and just go with the flow.

at this point is just shits and giggles, i'm trying to make my own thing and if that doesnt work out, oh well something else will come

My mom

Hate

now me too

For the sake of knowledge. As long as I can keep learning, growing and experiencing, I can keep justifying life.

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The future is looking pretty Bright for me right now :)

But is it warm?

Mom worries about that for me

I fantasize about dying of a terminal illness a lot. Seems more dignified and romantic than suicide. Friends and family would be sad but I'd be remembered fondly at least, I feel like suicide is way way more tragic for your loved ones.

I fantasize dying in an accident like being hit by a car or getting killed in a terrorist attack.

I used to work as a delivery driver for a while and contemplated driving heads on into a truck but was too scared.

the inescapable ultimate sweet release of death
I hope that after life I'll end up in this place, pic related
or at least undo my existance into the great void

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>What keeps you going?
my heart you retard

is not like i could find the will to kill myself anyway

My family. I'll killing myself once my parents die.