How do I get rid of intrusive thoughts?

I almost ran over an old grandma with my bike today because I was riding at 80 km/hr in a residential area because the road was empty except for this old lady that tried to cross the pedestrian crossing. She was slow as a snail and knew she couldn't get out of the way so she just stood and put her hand up for me to stop. I had to hit both brakes and I only stopped like cms away from her. She just smiled and said slow down child and walked away.
If it were a guy he'd have beat me up for being an overspeeding dickhead and took away my keys. Now my head is filled with thoughts about how I'd have flattened her if I had hit the brakes just a few seconds later.

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>if I had hit the brakes just a few seconds later.
but you didn't, and she's okay

shes a fucking idiotic cunt for doing that

Serves you right subhuman chappri filth. Bet you ride a KTM too.

Lads my piss smells sugary, is it over for me

Why don't you authentic meditation? It's the better way to upset downs.

:(

>watch top gun with by buddy yesterday
>we make joking remarks all the way though
>female pilot appears on screen
>literally blurt out "built for BBC" without thinking

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I thought you had thoughts about running her over with that thread title desu
all good though just slow down child

Me too

No you still have some years left, it happened to me a couple years ago

That's diabetus

Diabetes

I'm fit and healthy though, and in the royal Navy. Surely im not diabetic ffs

sugar cube stuck under your forey

You can get Type 1 diabetes from low cholesterol and Vitamin D Deficiency too. It's not just about being obese or eating too much sugary food.

I had a routine blood test 2 months ago, surely it would of shown up in that if I was a diabeetus

kek

A blood test doesn't cover all diseases at all. You need a specific test for suspected illnesses and i assume you didn't have 15 samples taken? But yeah a quick lab rat would probably detect that something in your blood is off even if it didn't test for diabeetus

Do you piss less than you normally do? Headaches? Tired?

I don't think I piss less, and I'm not suffering from headaches. I feel tired but that's probably just the hayfever. I can get seen in a couple days, I'll book a appointment :(

Meds

:)

>tf
>tp
yeah he was thinking it too dont worry