How you holding up, Any Forums?

I spent my whole life burning down everything around me, because I'm pathologically afraid of failure, and you can't fail at something if you destroy it before you get the chance. I didn't do it consciously, but it was still deliberate, and I am still responsible for it. I accept that now.
There's no living with what I've done. I don't want to get better, I don't want to come back this time. My heart isn't in it any more. The only people left for me to hurt are the people who made me this way.

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>see hot babe wearing sweatpants
>stare at her
>she stares back
>she looks at me at least three times
>realise i have a massive boner

i hope the user who deleted his post realized he sounded like King NPC

Taking chastity pill. Bought cheap chastity cage from Amazon and looking for keyholder but Im afraid of falling for some nasty findom crap.

i'm not, at rock bottom

is blade runner 2049 worth watching if i hated the first one?

yes, definitely give it a try. it didn't work for me , but you have nothing to lose.

About to feel the inside my face

Remember anons, no matter how bad your life is, at least you're not this guy.

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context?

lurk moar

he's just like me

Lied to my parents about being in my 5th semester in college.

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i dont really know what to do next, i have a good job but eventually will have to go back to the office but i already moved away and dont want to return to nyc, not sure ill be able to afford where i live anymore when my lease is up. no friends, no gf - i'm kinda free to do whatever but idk what to do. im getting too old to keep bouncing around but i dont really have a life to settle down into

been here for 5 years, how many years do i need to be worthy?

You should just get it over with and kill yourself

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do you actually want to settle down or do you feel you have to because of your age, fuck that spook

I'm too drunk/lazy to find the original webm.

Basically that guy is at the "gender reveal" party for his son who is coming out as a woman. This is the close-up of his face as he's dying inside as his son jumps out of the gender reveal box dressed as an ugly woman.

i'd rather be him than me, at least he has a family. who cares if your son is a transman

his son comes out as trans and you can see his heart break on camera

I haven't eaten in two days, how much of a problem is this

>meet hot girl at gym
>go on date
>walk her home, she invites me in
>make out for three hours, says it's not a good time for sex
>hang out more and I leave
>texts me five minutes later that she had a great time
>try to set up next date
>asks how old I am
>I'm 9 years older
>she ghosts
>texts me a month later that the age difference is not for her
>say okay I'll stop , she wishes me well, I leave her hanging
>see her again in the gym yesterday after a month
>have small talk, it feels natural and not awkward
>she starts to use all the benchs and equipment right next to me, happened three times

I don't know what to do, is she testing me?

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I had a dream last night of a obsessed gf where she would kill other girls and we tongued kissed and it felt real I could taste her purple lipstick and everything, then I had to stop her because she was gonna kill my mommy and I had to get help from a detective… I still can’t shake how real it was and I’m just sad it was all a dream… I miss her so much bros

>checked
i turn 33 in a month so its an age thing but also its very hard to make any long term plans or goals when everything is kinda up in the air. i'm also embarrassed every time i go home to family the older i get because of this

>At least he has a family

His wife is obviously mentally ill and his son will soon take his own life

found the original webm

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