I don't know how else to say this but I just found out my neighbor overdosed and died last night.
They were 24, a girl, and we had slept together once but nothing really happened after that. We stayed friends, would hang out from time to time but mainly I would just see her going into her house. She had just gotten a new job, things looked hopeful, but I'm guessing she finally dipped into opoids and got the fentanyl end of the stick.
Apologies, if this belongs on a different board, It's just music is the only thing that's been healing. Been listening to youtube.com/watch?v=cjPyvoLXPs4 Still don't know how I feel, I just keep replaying it in my head, my mother telling me the news.
personally dealing with a loss as well, I've been listening to a lot of pretty basic shit i guess. such as The Cure, Slowdive, Low, and Pink Floyd.
I've heard Tears in Heaven by Eric Clapton is a pretty big song for losing people, i haven't had the chance to listen to it, but i'm hoping my suggestions can help a little.
Thanks, will listen. Damn, shame. Hope ya get through it. >Slowdive Been meaning to listen to souvlaki for a while now. Thanks. kek Good song, I like it.
>let me know if you want anything happier, this ones kinda intense
Nah man, I'm actually liking the song you linked, was able to tune out with it in the background; I'll be sure to listen to that whole album. It's funny you say happier, I'm more into depressing shit ordinarily, like youtube.com/watch?v=iR5Xnod-7RI youtube.com/watch?v=OnqZVcGHFaU
Loaded question first of all, I didn't kill her because I'm not interested in that which does not concern me? Try the 35 year old tweaker she was last seen with. Evidently, they made it to the hospital but she was dead on arrival.
Not that it matters but my alibi is I was at a festival in a neighboring state when it happened.
>had casual sex >died a druggie Should have remained pure.
Lucas Barnes
Good taste m8. Idk if I'd recommend it to the OP unless I knew his tastes better, but anyone who cares for Coil should check out "Jhonn Uttered Babylon", the Tibet/Blackshaw collab concept album about Jhonn's descent. I don't really care for Current 93 as such but I love Tibet when he's working with someone else who can keep him restrained (Bright Yellow Moon is another good example). If you want a deeply personal album dwelling at length on the experience of watching a friend destroy himself and being powerless to help him, you couldn't do much better.
