Offing myself tonight, rec me some stuff to listen to before i rope

Bluetile Lounge - GM
i hope you reconsider, if not then happy trails user. may you find rest in any case.

classic chart, feel like a lot of newfags have forgotten it
checking this out now, kinda wrote this band off as reddit, but guess there's no reason not to listen now. i dig the slowcore vibes so far
kek, i loved sick animation as a teen

We are awareness itself, not only our physical bodies
You will experience the lives all beings in existence

Have you tried heroic doses of psychedelics? I heard they can cure depression.

there's nothing to like about me
love me some bluetile lounge. thank you user, i do genuinely believe that suicide is the best route for me at this point, so i don't think i'll be reconsidering
i tried about 200 ug (not a heroic dose, i know) of lsd around 3 year ago. all it lead to was a bad trip and a somewhat funny story to tell

>Have you tried heroic doses of psychedelics? I heard they can cure depression.
Psychs amplify what's already there, which means that anyone goes anyone saying these things either have no clue what they're talking about or were never depressed

>a somewhat funny story to tell
Let’s hear it.

Why are you gonna rope, user?

How are you doing it?
Are you actually hanging yourself?

It’s an epic meme. I don’t really believe it.

Hey user are you still alive?

i mean it's not really all that funny. it just lasted a whole lot longer than acid is supposed to (23 hours rather than the usual 12) and led to me having to work a shift on acid because they wouldn't let a sleep deprivation excuse fly and i couldn't just tell them i couldn't work because i was high. led to me taking like 15 minutes to make a fucking hot dog and an hour and a half to do dishes. i had to keep taking bathroom breaks to try to hold my shit together enough to work. honestly one of the worst days of my life, but somewhat amusing looking back on it
loads of mental issues, primarily bpd, ptsd, depression, etc. there's more going on than that but listing them all would just be attention whoring. i don't really have any real friends, relationships with my family are somewhat strained. recently i've gone full hikki neet because this shit caught up even in my work life. i don't have money for treatment of my mental health issues. even if i did, when i have had access to it, it did very little. i've tried loads of different medications, different forms of therapy, etc. the only thing that has really soothed it at all is drugs, which have just fucked up my personal relationships, but after i got sober, the only thing that did anything to make me not wanna off myself and feel like i could function was gone. i feel like my suicide is a load off of other people's backs so they don't have to deal with my bullshit
probably gonna head off to the woods and find a remote area to hang myself. gonna leave a note so people know i'm dead and not just think i've gone missing

yeah, for now

be a real hero and make your suicide something to remember

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