I think about my imaginary non-existent husband 24/7. I imagine him with me and that he's holding me and loving me. I imagine what he smells like. I imagine how we'll meet. I imagine our wedding night. I imagine the home we'll live in together. I imagine the clothing I'll wear for him. I imagine the feeling of his hands on my skin. I imagine holding his hand, and cuddling with him, and sleeping with him. I want to feel safe and protected when I'm with him. I want to be the only one for him. I want to care for him and satisfy him in every way. I want to fall in love with a man. When will I meet my husband?
I am seriously going insane from the lack of male affection in my life. I need a trustworthy and responsible man to make happy.
You could just tell us your standards for a guy (height, weight, race, interests) and then maybe you will find somebody who matches them in this thread