i've never had a gf, yet i have no desire to talk to girls. they try to talk to me sometimes and i always make excuses so i don't have to be around them... i don't get lonely either. i'm fine just beating my meat if i get horny.
am i a god or something
sounds like porn claimed another mind
you will wake up in a cold sweat one evening and feel the emptiness all at once, I hope it doesn't wipe you out user
when will it happen? it hasn't happened to me yet and i'm already independent with my own place and a good job.
I used to be like this my entire life and then i got bpd at 20
well i'm 25 and clearly don't have any major social issues because people still approach me everyday
no telling, could be tomorrow, could be when you're seventy, maybe you'll die first but if you go on living for no one but yourself its gonna catch up with you in time
are you speaking from experience or is this just something you think generally happens to people?
its not hard to have a gf, you fat faggot
I'm similar and suspect I may have schizoid personality disorder. Do you feel any attachment to others in your life such as your family? Can you form emotional connections with people?
You're aromantic(probably).
i mean if my parents died I'd be upset, same with my siblings. i keep in touch with them and my extended family. i don't see them that often but we'll talk every few weeks. attachment wise i'm sure it's there. i work with a dozen other people and i'd rather continue working with them than have a bunch of new people around. obviously it's not a "i love you" attachment but if they were in an accident i would sympathize, sure. i really don't know what you mean by emotional connection, my relationships are pretty normal, just i don't go out of my way to see them if it's not necessary.
firsthand experience and observations
schizoid or aromantic?
Sounds like a porn-addicted autistic person, can relate
>people think porn addiction is having no desire to talk to women
>porn somehow cures loneliness
people don't even think about their replies anymore, they just post cliche and meme.
actually maybe we are gods. free of women, free of posting gay cliches from a smart phone, free of annoying sex havers.
i feel like if i was truly schizoid someone would have said something by now, unless i have the wrong idea of what schizoid is. and i don't really know what aromantic even means in 2022. i can be flirty, and have been before, but it's mostly to cheer up a girl if she seems sad or just alone. i feel like there are alot of people exactly how i described myself and maybe it's really just a normal way to feel.
Schizoid PD is the one that makes you into a loner. It's not schizophrenia, it's more like autism.
im like you and i went in to try and get a diagnosis, you have to pay money and jump through hoops to have someone diagnose you as schizoid, otherwise the state just wants to put you on the crazy pill dole.
i really only feel 3 emotions though. sadness, anger and disturbed. disturbed replaced love, excitement, etc at some point, when i was younger, i think it was because i had too many let downs, like i had so many let downs i had to shield myself from feeling let down all the time.
example of one of the let downs: i think was like 7 years old. my b day was coming up and i was just able to openly celebrate them because of being Jehovah's Witness.
so i asked for brownies. for some reason my alcoholic mother decided it would be a good idea to pour beer into the brownie batter.
so the one thing i asked for was completely ruined for no other reason than my mother was an alcoholic fuck up. i'm talking like passing out in drive thrus and on the toilet fuck up. man fuck her.
are you fine with the way you are?
i used to be like that and then basically happened and it was such a shock to me that i spent the first few months constantly terrorized