I am in my early-30s. I live in an Eastern European country because I have a high paying remote job. I spend my days fucking escorts, dining at fancy restaurants, gaming, and doing drugs. I have no friends. I have no ambitions.
When I was younger, I believed I would change the world. I excelled in school and managed to get into a global T20 university for engineering.
I was an ardent communist from a young age. I have a long history of social activism.
In university, I was the president of several activist organizations. I even formed my own secret society.
I took part in various demonstrations, initiatives, conferences, etc.
I was also involved in various design teams.
I had several good friends who were just as passionate about saving the world as I was.
When I graduated from university I landed a very cushy job. It all went downhill from there.
I thought I would be a leader. Instead, I do nothing with my life and exploit poor Eastern European women.
Early-20s me would be so disgusted with current me.
How many more mental breakdowns are we going to have today omfg pick it up
Owen Reed
didnt read lol . fuck bots and algorithm enablers
William Peterson
What? This is my first post today?
Adrian Gray
If you are so disgusted with yourself, why dont you change it?
Aaron Nelson
Make sure it's your last
William Harris
I am a changed man. I have become so incredibly lazy and stupid. I do not have the discipline to change.
Michael Adams
I'll try to do that when I get a bit older. Now I'm just rotting away, too scared to even see an escort. What country? Can you get by without knowing the language or being a citizen?
Ryan Cooper
It's because it's Friday 16th. Some occult shit
Austin Gonzalez
The thing is changing the world stuff is a lie sold to you by hollywood and the entertainment industry. In particular they make these stories with hero protagonists because nobody will self insert on a loser. How the fuck can one person in 7 billion change the world, and even if you do the consequences of your acts are completely random and out of your power. So you were lied to and older you figured that out. Younger you was an idiot. Case closed.
Jaxson Martinez
It is an EU country. I know the language to an extent and have citizenship due to my mother having some heritage from said country.
Why would you ever want to do this? I hate living like this. I want to go back and change my life.
Jason Sullivan
> I have a long history of social activism nothing changed you were always a keyboard warrior
Parker Gomez
I was not a keyboard warrior. I was involved in many organizations and took part in many initiatives.
Mason Robinson
You need Jesus Christ. Thats all. Your chasing of vain things will only lead to sorrow.
Isaac Lopez
gathering at a starbucks isnt a significant activity. either way you grew out of your edgy communist phase, congrats
Mason Gutierrez
I was the president of a large activist organization at a Public Ivy. That is just one example.
Anthony King
I don't think I could have changed anything in my life to prevent me becoming who I am. So I just want to have pleasure while I live.
Joshua Edwards
>wahh but I was taught I could make a difference They lied. Welcome to reality, pic very related You have money for escorts and hedonism, which as much of a top-spot you can get in the world
>high paying remote job in poor country >lives like a king >complains about having no friends and ambitions
stfu fag. I wish I was in your place.
Carter Taylor
Wrong. You just cant imagine how exactly are supposed to contribute. You lack both guidance and trust. You dont need discipline to help people and bring something meaningful into world. You dont need discipline to not exploit people.
You just need to stop being self centered and look into the idea of what can you really do to others with what nature gave you. You wont be a superhero that will change the world as a whole, but you can still change somebody's day, year, life, their world.
You need to start doinf SOMETHING tho, to reconnect with your ability to join the world of humans.
I am invisible up in the tree leaves Filling my little life with it's meaning, I am weaving my thin thread of silk. There's great many so close to each other, One is silkworm and so is another All are weaving their own threads of silk.
All the seas drop by drop were completed with water, And grits may concrete into boulder, All eternity is longer than that. I need only contribute a very small fee, With my short single life to complete At least single beautiful thread of silk.
Justin Sanchez
>wojakposter >ugh my remote job uh feel sorry for me yeah not reading beyond that kys thanks babe