How's everyone doing today!? I've had a pretty lazy day personally but now I'm bored again as usual

Had to go to two funeral homes for two different relatives who died on the same day. Tomorrow is the burial for one of them and I'm a pall bearer.

I'm sorry for your loss user, where you close to them at all? I remember carrying the coffin for my gran when she passed a few years ago, it was an odd experience but I guess I'm glad I did it. My uncle was supposed to carry with us but he didn't show, my mother would always compare me to him whenever I disagreed with her or acted lazy and always said I was going to grow up to be just like him. It really screwed with me because neither of my other uncles my gran or my mother where on good terms with him, and I never got to meet him, so my entire experience of this man was hearing these story's about him being a drunk who abandoned his mentally ill teenage kids at my grans house after being on bad terms with his parents for years, constantly coming around to pester my parents about money and all sorts of other screwed up things. In a way it felt validating to finally know for a fact that I'm better than he was and that all of the insults my mother's been showering me with my entire life were fake. At the same time I'm sad I didn't get to meet him and talk with him, I guess I'm sad I couldn't somehow have an opertunity to help him. I always thought funerals where strange before but now in an odd way I respect the closure I've gotten from them

An uncle and a great uncle. The uncle I didn't spend tons of time around but we always got along well so I hate he's gone but he did have tons of health issues. The great uncle I didn't know as well but he had dementia and considering my grandfather (they're brothers) does too it was a little unnerving being there I guess.

Sending all the support I can through the virtual world user. I lost my gran and grandpa to dementia as well, and my dad's starting to show early signs of it. It's not pleasant but at least it's mostly peaceful.

Make sure to take some time off for yourself when you can, take the time to properly make yourself feel better again

Thank you butt fan user. It's not the easiest thing.

Loved one death anniversary, numb and hollow like any day. I didn't even cry this year. I'm slowly rotting

I am doing well. I just got done giving my wife a massage and now I am eating chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream.

I feel this honestly, my great aunt died recently and I just felt nothing and I can't stop feeling guilty about it. She deserves me being upset but Im just OK with it, it was going to happen at somepoint I guess.
Glad someone's having a good day at least lol ice cream sounds nice but I'm losing weight so I probably shouldnt eat any

Very hard. Lost my boyfriend (he died) the other day. I am really struggling

So...you're single now? This must be fate. I'm single too.

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