Does anyone else feel like me?

Anyone feels miserable about aging? I am 18 years old and I feel like time is going to fast and nobody is going to love me anymore.
I feel immense pain knowing the innocence dissapeared... Some people have told me I looked mature since I was a teenager and it breaks my heart to be called old indirectly it truly means I was never cute.
I hate teenagehood and adulthood I am probably going to kill myself when I turn 20.
I don't feel happy with my body. Whenever someone tells me I look older and adult now it breaks my heart because life is going too fast and I wish it stopped. I am closer to death, I am not a cute 6 year old kid anymore, I am depressed and destroyed from all the other evil people ever made me experience and I want my revenge. They are going to win because evil always win so I should just end my life before I get any older because I am not a lovely child anymore. I hate society and I might kill those people that did bad things to me life if I become crazier

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>I am 18 years old
legit stopped reading there

No, I don't know what you're referencing.

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I am not worth your time because I am old 10 year old kids are better than me and worth of your attention and time
being alive so much time is horrible

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>I hate teenagehood and adulthood I am probably going to kill myself when I turn 20.
I wish I had enjoyed my teenage years, they are the best, but I didn't, I thought the same thing, I will just kms. I didn't, now I vegetate through the days, most days I don't even know what day of the week or the month it is, I think I destroyed my reward function. Anyway, piece of advice? Get your shit together, because if you don't have your shit together it will be much, much worse. No you don't know what I'm talking about, I DO.
>t. 28yo corpse, I have no delusions that my pain will stop any time soon, I blew all the opportunities, and I just don't have the energy to be consistent about anything.

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I did nothing exciting in my teenage years tecnicly im 18 so I am not a teenage anymore and its over. I never drank alcohol or smoke because i think im not going to like and I don't have many friends. How do i get my shit togheter? should i find a partner? buy a house? I don't like working for society or being around society at all everyone seems cruel to eachother and animals and envoryment. The world is going to end , everyone is a hypocrite and sheeps.

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Peter Pan syndrome is not a fun way to live, OP. You are 18, not old- you are younger than this fucking website ffs. Maybe go to college or something idk why the fuck are 18 year olds calling themselves old?

I never did shit as a teenager either. You watch too many hollywood movies. Not everyone went to parties and had wild adventures. I went to school, played videogames and watched tv. That was my entire teenagehood. Most of those sorts of experiences you are after are more college/uni things anyway. If you want to make friends and go to parties and drink, that's the place to do it.

If you're this depressed at 18 you're gonna have a hard life

You're still a teen until 19/20, go out with the friends you have or make new ones, enjoy. I didn't and I regret it. Don't be too serious, or serious at all, it's not worth it.
>I don't like working for society or being around society at all everyone seems cruel to eachother and animals and envoryment. The world is going to end , everyone is a hypocrite and sheeps.
You haven't even "lived in society", everyone is a hypocrite and sheeps but you're not? Kek. Unless you are very well versed in the dark arts, you know nothing. Live.
I'm afraid the world is not going anywhere, it's not ending it.

I'm 23 and I feel like my life is over.

>Peter Pan syndrome is not a fun way to live
I always wanted to be young. I never wished to become old and disgusting, being an adult makes me wanna puke.
Seeing my body grown and how people treat me makes me sad I am abused and disliked since I am 10 years old. I want to be a kid for all eternity or be in a clean place forever my soul is dark
Everyone I know socially mogs the hell out of me. I am just a clown nobody enjoys my presence deep down. People use me as a punching bag and making friends is USELESS
I already have a hard life because I suffer a lot. People hate me for being weak and I wish I just died.
>everyone
Not everyone, I said society. People are evil and corrupted but some people I know were really lovely to me and nice. I wish them the best.

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Buddy, you're only 2 years younger than me. This place has been giving me a mental wreck for the past 7 years and I've devolved into an unmotivated dickhead that is addicted to tranny porn and baby monkey torture. I'm only starting to not fap again for a while despite these issues and I haven't nutted in almost 4 days. Back then, I would be known as a creep for my obsession with asian women and trying to take feet creepshots. Thank God that shit has soured into not getting in such retarded risks. I haven't been to a mental hospital in the past 5 years and it has turned for the worst because of me getting into drugs. For some reason, I'm still kicking to not contemplate suicide for my loneliness and absolute autism. You just need to lighten up in life and get the fuck away from the internet. Having a low IQ and low ambition is tough, but that shit needs to go right now. Try getting a few hobbies and grow with them. Your determination would only increase if you persist for about 90 days or more.

thanks for reminding me I share this board with and read the posts of literal 13 year old kids

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All it took was some fucktard that commented "keksimus maximus" on one of my old YT videos.

this place is horrible and always tries to bring others down for no reason. Having mental illnesses and being autistic is sad because people always take advantage of that and use it against us. What hobbies do you sugest? I never tried drugs and I despise them, my old psyquiatrist was a whore I hope she fucks off. I hate psychologs they are grooming and brainwashing you. All people that work for government know secrets you don't. Pornography was made to sexualize humans and make humans weak, now seeing boobs is not erotic or sweet anymore because internet normalized boobs and dicks. Thank you btw I hope you lighten up your life too

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>am depressed and destroyed from all the other evil people ever made me experience and I want my revenge

Thats your main problem. Evil isnt even a thing lol. Its just an invention. People are selfish, they always will be. Whats so bad about that. As soon as you stop judging and accept the world as what it is, everything becomes easier.

And know me and that user share the board with 13 years old too life is a cycle and time does not stop or forgive.
>whats so bad about it
Life could be sweet if we lived in an utopic society but thats never going to happend because humans are not perfect, I wish I was perfect so was society.
I can still revenge and slice the people that hurted me deeply necks and post here one day though if i become severely mentally ill I will glorify my suffering.

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What even is perfect or utopic? Perspectives and fantasies, nothing more. You dont complain about evil, you just complain about losing lol. And thats something you can change if you put your mind to it.

>18
You're probably not even out of highschool. Just make the best of your time pal.

Every soul is pure at the beggining but gets corrupted. Are you saying a society where everyone is nice and compasive is not utopic? are you saying if the earth was not an entire continent togheter with buildings , full water/food for everyone, free money for everyone that worked in the same place, everyone loves animals, everyone is the same age and sex, everyone is the same race (white faceless hairless beings with the same weight and height that don't use clothes or maybe use idk)
>you complain about losing
I think i know who you are, stop projecting onto me your narcissitic fantasies you know suffering would end if my dream and idea of utopy happened
thank you pal have a nice day

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What did they do to you anonman?

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Right now I don't want to say I am going to isolate myself in my utopic world atm. I had an amazing time making this thread and r9k is not so diabolical after all maybe its nice to come here, thank you all and have a fantastic night anons

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