I literally have no one else to tell because nobody except you guys will understand how I'm feeling. I can't handle how normal people live. I'm currently in college but seeing people talk and interact with each other makes me feel insane. Friends saying hi to each other, people talking about their hookups, saying how hard their classes are... and I just can't relate. Maybe I have undiagnosed autism or some shit but holy fuck I don't care about the things I'm supposed to care about. From the outside everything seems fine, and I feel like people perceive me as cold but independent and have the potential to actually not be a failure when in reality I fucking cannot stand this life. Mentally, I'm not built to have a successful career nor can I tolerate being a wagecuck for the rest of my life. I have no shame in saying that all I want is to be in a dark room smoking weed while playing video games and watching porn. I can't fucking handle the life I'm supposed to be living.
I want to be a NEET forever
If you're a smelly fembot I'll let you be a neet in my house user.
Are you a women? Well if so die you fucking roastoid cunt.
You don't have to interact with people; you just focus on your schoolwork, you lazy piece of shit. Who cares what other people think? You are just fucking lazy, stop blaming it on being ostracized or something
I've felt this way for as long as I can remember. I don't understand what the point of working is. I could earn a billion dollars per day and it will never be fair compensation for wasting my life away.
I'm pretty sure that's just fear user, I don't think anyone truly wants to be a shut in. Its just a cope.
I'm not struggling in school. I literally get A's without trying but what's the fucking point if I don't care about any of this?
I know it's a cope but I hate playing a character in every aspect of my life just to appear happy/normal
You sound selfish, most people are weird miserable and play a character user, at least I do and I assume other people do too. I play a character for my mother, I don't want to disappoint her. I'm not doing a very good job right now but I want so when she dies she will know I will be alright and can take care of myself. Someone loves you and your self sabotage hurts them.
you know the rules demon
>I'm not struggling in school. I literally get A's without trying but what's the fucking point if I don't care about any of this?
Then you focus on your internship so you can land a good job. Then you make big bucks and do whatever the hell you want, retard
You've just been out of touch for so long you have no idea what being normal is. Most of them have insecurities and problems too but they have better coping mechanisms, they're mostly neurotypical and so to you, you're basically on another planet. Start by losing the weed anf the porn, find the root of your coping mechanisms with some long introspection, and if you can't do that get counseling. If it's a normal life you strive for that's the solution.
My parents disowned me and my partner is only with me because he wanted to fuck a teenager. If anyone loves me they weren't there for me when I needed it and now it's too late. I'm just mentally too tired to keep pretending that I can get happiness from leading a "normal" life.
Why won't OP answer me if she's a smelly neet?
You sound really exhausting to deal with/be with; I don't care how hot you are, no guy will want to be with you for long.
lol, disgusting used up roastie abandons parents to go get used by an abusive pedo. And you expect sympathy for your bad chocies? I hope it was worth running your life to get to let an older man cum inside of you. Please kill yourself.
when you say it like that it sounds so simple
>You've just been out of touch for so long you have no idea what being normal is.
i know this one at 27
OP, figure it out. don't wait to try to figure out how to enjoy your time
that's the hard part, I'm not a full fembot, just a weird cyborgish mess that can't handle normie life and so defaulting to a NEET life just seems easier
If you wanna full neet just stop showering regularly and I'll legit 100% take care of you.
Not even joking, I just want a live in smelly neet/nerd gf
Wait, you really weren't able to figure this out yourself? You're such a fucking retard user, who knew that your education has an effect on your future, it's not like that's the whole point of it.
>when you say it like that it sounds so simple
You again sound really exhausting to deal with. I pray to God everyday I didn't end up with someone like you