Hey so basically I sexted when I was 14-15 years old. This was 5 years ago. No face, no names nor locations were shared. This was done on Snapchat which had been deleted a long time ago. The reason I am stressing out because in total of that short sexting period (4months). 2 screenshots were taken of my dick. One said to relax and she was gonna cum and delete it and the other one blocked me. The reason I have full anxiety is because, the background of the dick pic is Silver/grey and theres SEPERATE pictures of me (my face) with the same color background, however, its not the exact same spot, only same color. I have been having extreme anxiety for the pass 2 years about this. I feel I like my life is or will be ruined. I seriously plan to run for state senate or maybe even president one day (highly unrealistic but probably higher chances than the average American due to my background). Anyways, I am extremely worried. Please someone help me with this. Thank you for the help. Im truly suffering
Extreme anxiety
>this was 5 years ago
if this was actually 5 years ago you wouldnt even be worried about it, you're too young and stupid to be on this site go do something else with your time and get learnt. you're not going to be running for senate or president you just haven't accepted reality yet because of your age
I am, I have filed for candidacy for next elections
nobody saves dick pics for that long hell 2 months would be A LOT
this. unless the person is out to get you for some reason like you having wronged them they wouldnt even give a shit long enough to hold onto them plus its not something thats going to be investigated into unless they held onto it for 5 years. who would hold onto them that long unless OP is underage b& and they just want us to tell them its not going to happen in the future. ITS NOT, grow up and realise nobody cares about pics like that esp if they blocked you. life is not a movie, you are not that important
I know this, but what Happens if I become popular (I know this sounds ridiculous however it possible due to my background in American politics) and someone puts like a photo of me in that grey silver background, like a meme account. Then a person who still has that dick pic starts recognizing that its extremely similar and believes its me. Then it gets posted, all my family will know that its me, then Ill be bombarded with questions by the media and stuff. My dignity and reputation destroyed. I am someone who doesnt give a shit about others opinions or anything really but for some reason this bothers me.
WHY HAVE YOU POSTED THIS TWICE IN THE PAST 3 DAYS
Because I have so much anxiety. When I start to work and make money and when I start to finally be happy, these thoughts ruin me and ruin my motivation. I had 2 panic attacks
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Think about the amount of people who have done the same thing, or worse, and been fine. Not saying it won't happen, because there's always a chance, but I stress about this same thing when really sexting is a very common thing. I did it way more often than I should've when I was younger and I don't know where those girls are now. Some saw my face, some didn't.
Look up OCD, user. It's what I have, it causes intrusive thoughts like
>I SEXTED A FEW TIMES WHAT IF SHE LEAKS A PHOTO OF MY DICK AND RUINS MY LIFE
When nothing has happened to suggest that she's going to, or that she even still has the photos or that she wasn't just fuckin with you, and the one who blocked you was probably a creepy old man, in which case sorry you got played like many others, shit sux
But yeah look up OCD. it hits me too because I used to glob onto a girl for a few months, get nudes, then go distant and when i turned like 19 i started feeling like a fucking asshole over it
Yes but those nudes were with random people with no names, no faces, no locations known by either party. Can this be traced?
Can concur, people with ocd obsess and ruminate over past memories like this and even start making up outlandish scenarios and believe it.
>I know this, but what Happens if I become popular (I know this sounds ridiculous however it possible due to my background in American politics) and someone puts like a photo of me in that grey silver background, like a meme account. Then a person who still has that dick pic starts recognizing that its extremely similar and believes its me. Then it gets posted, all my family will know that its me, then Ill be bombarded with questions by the media and stuff. My dignity and reputation destroyed. I am someone who doesnt give a shit about others opinions or anything really but for some reason this bothers me.
You know this is possible and not just crazy fake scenario
If your face wasnt in the nudes nobody will give a shit. Celebrities have nudes floating around without their face attached, and nobody gives a fuck. Some autists will do mole/jewelry analysis and post a bunch of photos linking the celeb to the photo but still nobody gives a fuck. The leader of Canada has literal blackface pics and hes still the leader of Canada. Chill out OP nobody cares and nothing will happen. Good luck with your political career.
You have OCD, go treat it. This will not be your worst misstep abd if you obsess over every dirty secret in your political career, you will kill yourself before you are 30. Because a dickpic isn't gonna change anything. The tax evasion, fraud, blackmail and bribery you will inevitably commit could actually ruin it.
I know for a fact that I would NEVER EVER send a nude with my face in it but for some reason Im starting to stress that my face may be in 1 when I was 14-15 even if I know I would never do such things. Do you think a small portion is in there? I hope not I would never do such thing however its been 5 years its hard to remmeber but I know I wouldnt do such things but now Im worried cause of that too
If you don't do these things, good luck with becoming more than a mayor of some shitty midwest town. That's how power works, if you can't handle it and the risks associated, don't try.
>no name
>no face
>no locations
>similar background....
Fuckinghell OP you have a straight up anxiety disorder. Someone recorded me jacking it face and all and then blocked me 10 years ago. Now that is something to be stressed over. not your case. youre fine. but you do have a generalised anxiety disorder which will make you ineligible to run for state senate. youll get destroyed by people who are free from anxiety disorders
Okay but now ur starting to give me anxiety because now Im starting to think what if my face (a bit of it) was in it? I know I would never do such thing but 14 years old me was still a long time ago. I would never do such thing but now Im starting to get a lot of anxiety
You do sound mentally ill OP. If you've got yourself worked up over this highly fake scenario (nobody can identify you from a vague background)...
If you had a dickpick with face in it then future facial recognition technology might be able to link it back to you if its somewhere on the internet but youve said you havent had your dick out with your face clearly visible so you are absolutely OK and this fear is bordering delusional and mentally ill. You do appear to have a mental illness
If this fake scenario that youve made up in your head is ruining your life thinking about it.... think about what will happen if you try to do a high stress public facing job. people will try to destroy you, and you will get destroyed
as others have said. you need to see a mental health specialist and tell thim this exact story you said in the OP. dont be worried or scared of being in trouble or blackmailed for telling the therapist. you need to tell them because then theyll be able to identify your mental illness, which may be OCD as others have suggested
Go to therapy and fix that. You are not gonna get far career wise, if you don't. As for things ypu can genuinely be anxious over:
>be me
>16
>drunk, going home from festival
>meet 2 girls at the bus stop
>hit it up
>make out
>black out
>wake up with no memories of "in between" topless in shorts next to my pool, three cocktail glasses on the table
>literally made plans to leave the country to avoid alimony/assault accusations
>I would neve rdo it
>but what if I did
I think like this bro. its your brain fucking you over. when you start to realise that this is your dysfunctional brain rather than the objective reality you can start to seek help for it rather than ruminating on a fake reality youve made up in your brain.
I am like you. I have jacked it on webcam when I was younger. Face was on it as well. And it was likely men larping as women in my case. So its highly likely they were recording it. This was 10 years ago. And nothing has came from it. You can spend your entire life worryign about this and nothing will come from it, and youll regret ever sparing a thought for it.
You sound delusional. You know you havent put your face in it, but your brain is tricking you into thinking "what if I did though" then you are fully believing it now. you are fine. seriously, if you are worrying excessively about this you need to see a psychology before it ruins your life
What mental illness does OP have? Because I have exactly what he has
>Done some things im fearful of being future shunning for (nudes etc)
>Feel like my life is ruined if it comes to light
>cant forget about it
>stresses me out, get butterflies in my stomach when I think about it
>assume im going to become famous (best case scenario) and then conseqeuntly get cancelled because of these nudes and such and people wil llaugh at me and my lfie will be ruined
I already know this is broken thinking like OP
>assuming I will become famous to the capacity that getting cancelled is possible
>assuming that nudes will ruin my life
>using these 2 false notions to justify that I have to stop working towards being successful
>run the thoughts of being 'shunned and caught' in my head everyday
ban mobileposting
ban anyone under 30
DUDE THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I HAVE
(Im OP)