Made a bad decision tonight and dug myself back down into the hole i keep trying to escape from

made a bad decision tonight and dug myself back down into the hole i keep trying to escape from

i don't have the mental maturity or the willpower to fix myself. i need to die and it's the only option lol holy fuck why can't i die i need to just fucking do it just fucking do it you piece of shit i am such a piece of shit unlikeable broken garbage

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pay attention to me i am mentally insane and need to be laughed at and hated like the piece of garbage i am tell me to do it i want to do it i need to do it you dont understand

i can feel myself inside of me staring at the me i am

stop...... stop it! don't be so mean to yourself

i simply put should never have existed i am an anomaly and my death will have no bearing on anything i am insane

no, i deserve this. i deserve all of the bad feelings i am feeling because i am a piece of shit who is unable to fix myself

spiraling down the drain further and further

nothing will get better

you need to go to sleep... go to sleep okay?

sleep will not change anything and i will not feel better in the morning. i need to die.

i will never get better

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do you want to text on discord? tell me what happened...

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Just a schizo thread dubanon

i am crazy and insane and need attention because i am a piece of shit garbage need to die unlikeable

sorry ignore this thread for your own sake just hide it or something im sorry im sorry okay i just have problems and idk how to express them i cant talk to anybody about it and i just need a place to be a schizophrenic freak who wantw to blow his brains out i'm sorry for being like this

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you can talk to me you know, i'm just a stranger after all. i can listen and let you vent and try to offer advice!

i am a 26 year old schizophrenic piece of shit and i need to kill myself there is no "getting better" i've been like this for a long time and i was never meant to live for this long i am a joke there is no fixing my life why do i keep living why am i still alive why did my mom have me why did anybody do anything with me or bother with me

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hammer to my head until it caves in and everything goes dark

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This is what BBC redditor cuck porn does to a man

true im into cuck porn but i'm not into bbc stuff


i feel so lost. theres no way to go in life for me. im stuck theres no getting better my life is getting worse and i can't stop it

i wont promise i wont ghost you dont understand im sorry im sorry okay

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you shouldnt talk to me nobody should nobody can do anything for me the only person who can do anything for myself

i've tried it all advice is useless i am too stupid and mentally retarded to do anything to fix myself im sorry im sorry im sorry pleasej ust let me die in pieace please

today was going okay then i got home and the demons came back and i did stupid things and fucked everything up and now there's nothing to do but flood my head with suicidal thoughts and be insane. its that simple. i am broken. theres nothing to do

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i am insane why am i like this why can't i be normal why can't i do normal things like normal things say normal things why does my head do this why why why why why why why whywhwy why why why

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i make life worse for everybody around me

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i ghost all of my friends and ignore pings on discord and whenever people try to talk to me irl i act cold and distant or just odd enough to where they don't want to deal with me

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my friends try to help me but i make mistakes and it just keeps on happening i need to die i need to kill myself this can't go on there is no fixing this

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im crying and going to bed goodnight see you all tomorrow for another schizo thread where i embarass myself like the fucking retard that i am and cry into the void as my mental health gets worse and i inch closer and closer to suicide

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i'll be here when you wake up, sleep well

I know exactly what this feels like and the only thing I can tell you is that it gets better. Something'll stop your spiral. It could be anything-- most of the time, it's just a few reassuring words from someone that you respect.

If we're as alike as I think we are, you're probably not going to kill yourself any time soon because you lack the conviction to do that too. Just keep drifting and maybe some good'll come out of it. Who knows. Maybe you'll find your Misaki.