Abused by friends for years

>Abused by friends for years
>Abused by family physically and mentally for years
>Tranny
>Bullied for being a tranny in public
>Make new friends and have no issues socializing
>Lose everyone when I come out
>6 months of isolation
>Try to get therapy and it works, but then I'm stuck in the same situation
>Isolation and abuse
>Just give up and just learn to live with being abused
>Make new friends
>Annoying them with being depressing and now bad at socializing
>People don't like I gave up on working on myself
>Get left alone again?
The cycle continues. How could I not hate myself and think everyone will either hurt me or dislike how shit I am.

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Do you deserve the abuse? Do you like it?

No I don't like it. I deserve it though yeah.

holy shit, user, you sound so fucking underaged.

How? Is it how I type? Or is it because I sound immature?

Hot! What do you look like?

How tf do I sound underaged. You can't leave me hanging like that.

the way you talk just sounds like me when I was 16-17

You just sound retarded

this desu

So when you were 16-17 you were going through mental trama? I seriously don't understand what makes me retarded.
How though? I just said I don't like being abused but I deserve it. How would you have awnsered that question?

>So when you were 16-17 you were going through mental trama?
yeah, I was but that's not the point, it's just the way you talk about it.

How do you not understand this? Are actually retarded?

Ok now I have to ask how old op is

K then I'm just retarded. I'm going to jump off a bridge instead.

This site is 18+ kid

>everyone pay attention to me I’m sad! :(

Why are people trying to bully me?

Because you said you deserve it and it’s fun.

>be user
>be underaged
>go on Any Forums
>guys why are people bullying me??? :((((

a bpdemon in the making
congrats user you've successfully identified that the point of life is to bully and victimize you specifically. we should dedicate some kind of plaque to your name as one of humanity's greatest sufferers

In fairness to op, BPD fucking sucks, you can be completely aware of yourself and still be completely at the mercy of your condition

Show us your cutting scars I wanna see