I think I might actually be insane. How do I tell? Feel free to ask questions...

I think I might actually be insane. How do I tell? Feel free to ask questions. I have a long history of mental illness and a messed up mind.

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I should note
>MtF boymoder
Came out during a mental health crisis.

Do you wish you were born a different sex?

Oop answered my question already sorry.
Yeah it's over you're nuts

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Looks like the get capthca. Or sex and porn.

I'm worried I have a shizo disorder. How can I tell? When I used to smoke weed I had some weird experiences and then started getting anxious and stuff. I ended up with some paranoia and weird thinking. I still have weird thoughts but the paranoia passed once me and my gf broke up. I was super sensitive to weed.

I think overall I'm fine but I just don't mix well with drugs and suffer from trauma. I think I might of had a mental breakdown because of it. The best thing I can do is work on myself and get better.

honestly user, honestly user, honestly user, if you if think insane not desu happy just dont

No idea what you said are you ok user?

This seems like a thread by someone who has either just recently barely achieved sentience, or is an AI.

havae you seen them?

Who? I don't hallucinate.

you probably arent a schizo then, weed can fuck some people up if they have bipolar induces delusions paranoia ect

I have bipolar in my family.

well you proabably maybe possibly could perhaps perchance have it in you

Well what r the signs?

well depends on the types really. you'd have more luck googling than what i can tell you but with bp1 and 2 the big signs are mania and depressive episodes basically drastic mood swings, very happy insanely happy too happy to depression, bp2 cycles faster than 1 does and the episodes are shorter in length theres also bipolar with psychotic features but that's more for hallucinations and the likes.

I don't really get Like super happy and sad. I usually stay pretty sad and meh most days.

I'd bring it up to your doc.
Weed is pretty safe, but it definitely does increase risk of psychotic or schizophrenic behavior when taken liberally (one bad trip won't do you in though). Not saying that's what you have, just that it may not have helped.

Statistically, you probably just have "shit life syndrome" and a little trauma and relationship drama.
Try really getting your life in order, as in: 3 meals a day, regular sweaty exercise, and verbally talk with at least 2 people a day. If you feel significantly better after that, you're probably totally fine.

I don't exercise and I don't get 3 meals in a day typically. I usually starve myself. It was probably a bad trip mixed with trama mindset that messed me up. That's good though. I did have paranoia at some point tho but it passed with my breakup.