/tttt/, I've become increasingly fascinated. Theres some things I have in common with MtFs, I can say this at least. But whats your thoughts on this?
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Lets be clear. I dont give a shit about trans kids one way or the other. I aint having kids and I cant be fucked to think about trans kids.
But HRT can eg grow perma tits and affects mood. Ive spoken to some who say they did not regret it, but this is from /tttt/ and /soc/, and there can be biased.
Its annoying to me, because I rather like the idea of at least pretending to be female and acting as female. There is a fantasy I have involving being female and I love CDing and have for a long time even when I barely got to do it at all.
>Inb4 focus on what political camp or whatever the author belovs to.
Which by the way I cant make sense of any way. The person who wrote all this seems a bit wacky; not a "natural conservative", yet she goes to a fucking Baptist Church and says she found jeebus. Just this weird miasma of opinions derived from being sexually abused.
She seems to have also turned away from being radfem while at the same time, seemingly maintaining a low-boil fear of men orginating from the semi-deactivated wastes of TERF-ish ideology
Im trying to remove myself from this ATM; my questions and everything, cuz it is not healthy to peruse my thoughts in this way when I have incentives to feel special and less alone, ignore my studies for psych reasons, get a scholarship, get a magic pill, and not feel fucking weird that I ever thought about this. Or the opposite; to abandon this extremely trying train of thought.
At least now I can say I can be far more comfortable with tranners as a bi; I actually think I can love one regardless their decisions and regardless w/e shit opinion I have at the time, so thats nice.
Or fuck maybe Im gay, like, WTF is even going on any more? Oh well